Jay Fite - Hate

I feel alone, I feel disowned
I feel like everybody left and I am on my own
I feel the pressure, my own expectations
I am held down by all of your insinuations

Sometimes I wake up in hate
And it really bothers me cause I don't wanna be this way
But I see these people that I really like
And I think for a minute I don't want em in my life
Am a right? In assuming that they're rooting for my downfall
No I'm not but still I'm torn like a rag doll
Answer to the call, pick up the phone, hello?
Feeling like I gonna break, wanna be mellow
This isn't good, I don't think I should, talk to anybody I might knock on wood
Just to get out my intensity
Cause I think I have a propensity
To get just a little PSYCHO
Maybe I'm in a bad light tho
I know it's wrong but still I'm right tho
Maybe I shouldn't say that
this is my own payback
No hi-hat where am I going with this?
I shot a bullet but I think that I missed
I shot for the stars, I aimed at the moon
I got burnt by the sun I got mocked by you
And it's weird cause I heard that you said I deserved it
I didn't hear it but I know people that heard it
Sikadellic told me, he told me that you lied
He told me that you don't deserve to even be Alive
I don't want to believe it, I don't believe it's true
But everything he told me's really changed my view of you

I feel this hate, I don't know what to say
I'm pulling out my hair I'm trying to stay sane
I sit in agony, trying to contain
Writing, I'm biding, my time against this hate

I keep a journal, of all of your offenses
I put them all in songs and then I scratch them off the list
I'm feeling, upset, I'm feeling, degraded
I lay in, my bed, I really, do hate this
This isn't right, I should, rest
This anger, makes me, feel depressed
This, really, is a, dangerous cycle
Really uptight, but not, hyped
I, keep doing, what I can to resist
But then I see your name on the list
And I have this urge to sound off
Honestly it happens often

Hate

Chaos

Hate

I feel this hate, I don't know what to say
I'm pulling out my hair I'm trying to stay sane
I sit in agony, trying to contain
Writing, I'm biding, my time against this hate

Divided pick a side, I stand up then I scream
I live my life in chaos and you never hear a thing
Fear, why do do, keep me from my calm?
I don't really know, but I know that this is wrong

I feel this hate, I don't know what to say
I'm pulling out my hair I'm trying to stay sane
I sit in agony, trying to contain
Writing, I'm biding, my time against this hate

Don't think I can take much more, sitting hiding behind a locked door
I can't hide my irritation had it so long it is ancient
I, I'm fine, really it doesn't bother me
I wish they could have fixed this when they went in to operate
Maybe this is a result of everything that happened
Maybe this is a result of all the angry rapping
It really was insidious I know that I'm irate
It crept up slowly, and now I'm full of hate

I feel this hate, I don't know what to say
I'm pulling out my hair I'm trying to stay sane
I sit in agony, trying to contain
Writing, I'm biding, my time against this hate

Written by:
James Heath

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