ShepDaddy & L U N A - Before I Walk Away

Before I walk away
How did you feel treating me this way?
Can you please give me a reason to stay?

Before I walk away
Why were you playing all those games?
Same time putting my weaknesses on display

Before I walk away
I always felt like I was nothing to you
All of these scars now your just a ghost girl

Before I walk away
I hope you understand that I was never happy
Now baggage is all I have left to carry

Setback, the tears that brings me to fall apart
Fallback, to the feeling of hiding the broken heart

I can't even look at you, I can't speak to you
Hold together with glue, who am I to you

You said anything, you said everything
I ain't eating, I ain't sleeping, I ain't healing

I remember all you did was laugh behind my back
I felt sad, I felt stabbed, I felt black

You said you'd love me through the tests of strength
But I now know you wanted to brag to your friends

My ability to love anybody is always in question
My struggle to adore anybody I hide for reasons

Was my love for you ever worth tryna save
Was the affection I showed worth these chains

Missed calls on my phone, I'm gonna stay home
I'm afraid to be alone, but I'm better off on my own

Before I leave, and before I finish my sentence
I wanna know, I wanna ask you some questions

Before I walk away
How did you feel treating me this way?
Can you please give me a reason to stay?

Before I walk away
Why were you playing all those games?
Same time putting my weaknesses on display

Before I walk away
I always felt like I was nothing to you
All of these scars now your just a ghost girl

Before I walk away
I hope you understand that I was never happy
Now baggage is all I have left to carry

Setback, the tears that brings me to fall apart
Fallback, to the feeling of hiding the broken heart

I can't even look at you, I can't speak to you
Hold together with glue, who am I to you

You said anything, you said everything
I ain't eating, I ain't sleeping, I ain't healing

I hope your happy, I am changing my journey
Been through plenty, I don't wanna feel empty

I hate the fact this pain won't go away
I hate the fact this shame made me afraid

Written by:
Aidan Shepherd

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