Internet Playdate - New World Order (feat. Rotto & Vwwls)

Sitting here with the pages in front of me
Thinking about what it means to me
And though I try so viciously
Each day just turns into yesterday
Back and forth
It goes back and forth
We go back and forth
My mind goes back and forth
Think I lost my mind now
One more sip and I might blackout
Just got your reply
But I'm too high now, why now
In too deep, I'm losing composure
Told myself I wouldn't be like this when I'm older
Now I'm older in this new world order
Tell me, why can't I run from this feeling of disorder
Why now
Too fucked up, I need to lie-down
Bye now
See you soon, why must I lie now
Fly down
Touch the ground, and when you find out
Cry now
Told you before, I lost the high ground
Don't even know what I'm still doing here
Wish I could've told my mind to steer clear
Each day was the same repeating nightmare
Guess this is why I keep hiding behind fear
Back and forth
Back and forth
Back and forth
Back and forth
In too deep, I'm losing composure
Told myself I wouldn't be like this when I'm older
Now I'm older in this new world order
Tell me, why can't I run from this feeling of disorder
Why now
Too fucked up, I need to lie-down
Bye now
See you soon, why must I lie now
Fly down
Touch the ground, and when you find out
Cry now
Told you before, I lost the high ground
I have lost all composure
Too far gone to do this sober
You told me it changes once we're older
But I still got this devil on my shoulder
You can't blame me for the things I do
Won't be a trend, you won't know my next move
I don't dream, I let the memories bleed
Now dust it off, and let me paint the scene
The scene went black as soon as I showed up
It's no ones fault no this is just my luck
It goes around until the cycle completes
I just close my eyes to the sound of the beat
They all told me that I was in too deep
Keep my head down to the tears at my feet
I'm convinced that I've become undone
And afraid to say that I'm just so
In too deep, I'm losing composure
Told myself I wouldn't be like this when I'm older
Now I'm older in this new world order
Tell me, why can't I run from this feeling of disorder
Why can't I run from this feeling of disorder
In too deep, I'm losing composure
Told myself I wouldn't be like this when I'm older
Now I'm older in this new world order
Tell me why can't I run from this feeling of disorder

Written by:
Jonathan Aiello

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