M Chi - Loving Man

Let's rewind for a second
Divided into sections
Divine intervention
Before life influence my preferences
I'm Tom Sawyer painting white picket fences

Framing different lenses
Merging senses
My reflection was breathtaking on the wakening of my entrance

Breaking my perception
Reflection with in reflection
Affection within connection
The crevices witch I rest in

Percentages of my sanity are un handing me
I'm a strange man a stranded monkey in humanity
Life's demanding me to escape inside of a fantasy
But that fantasy fabricated love form my family
My happiness was faded and my motivation ran form me
Running in circles wondering where I can find it at
Hyper analytical brain underneath my Giants hat
Fell in love with it because of the rush it help me have

Only validation I ever got
Was I could rap

So I stuck with it
Sometimes it made me feel like I love living
That was new so I persisted
Made me feel like I knew what my purpose is
After I recorded my heart pouded with the first listen

Met friends that I would've never
Made if I couldn't say words in a certain pattern

Felt like I was somewhere between earth and Saturn
Nine-year-old Nate mesmerized by the hi hat pattern
So I decided to climb that ladder
And when I got to the top I realized

Life ain't nothing without love
And Rap gave me the love that I needed
Life ant nothing without love

I love it
I'm stuck in this feeling

So don't blame me if I change my personality to something you don't understand
Behind my personality I'm just a loving man

The paradox of living is being alive is killing me

Between me and the beat is skill and agility
Willy-nilly Lee dillydallying a dilla beats
Willing or unwillingly spitting freeze till infinity

On my worst enemy like
Transcendental tentacle entity

Mindset disease segregating my necessities
Pons posted at seven man
There ain't no checkin me
I got a negative charge there's no check in me

Finding my balance
Spouting like a fountain of malice
10,000 Hours
I put in to be human
Confused and I'm clueless
I still not know what I'm doing

My life is
One big existential crisis

When life knows it's alive then the slices start dividing

Then rearrange differently
I can't form my sentences quick enough I'm at the edge of epiphany
I'm not trying to unmask the mystery
I'm exploring everything life decided to give it to me

I love you till infinity

Written by:
Nathaniel zarren

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