M Chi - Snow on My Night Stand

Ran on the asphalt
Thought it was my dad's fault
Talk to my mom once a week on the phone
Future mirror in the past
Can't see past myself
I could be homeless on the street and wouldn't ask for help

Never been like that
Waiting till the nights black
Sneak at my house with my friends uh and write raps

But it was never half that amazing
Restraints and failed expectations
Loves conditional when family starts to lose patience

Please let me know if you know what I'm saying.
When your the opposite of what your portraying
When your thoughts collide the people think you sound crazy
When there's pain in the paint of the painting that you're painting

Snow on my night stand
I left the window open

I left my window open
Snow came in
Living in a cave
Until my mental caved in

Steeling from the kitchen
Anxiety on my apron
I'm going to sleep with baby blankets till the day I start shaving

Walk around face less

Sleeping on the daily
Smiling felt like a felt like a sit up
And sitting up wasn't painless

Aaron went away I skipped school for a day
Look at people around me evaluate my situation

We have the same just because we are in the same simulation

A solemn simulacrum
But not Magic came my way you see

I waited for a long time
To see the rain
After the sunshine
But the rain never existed

This makes a 13 year old question there existence
Trying to focus on the president well peat rock is reminiscing
Associations
Building walls in my mind like a prison
Till the only thing I can believe is my experiences

What are dreams worth if you can't fall asleep when you got um
I got 99 problems formlessness ant 1 one
Feel like I'm stuck, I don't need a tab under my tung
Why do we tie this not of thoughts for it to come undone

Collapse on the sidewalk
No motivation to get myself to school
No motivation I cannot eat my food
No motivation I cannot even move
You can't justify life
I'm just as confused as you

Snow on my nightstand I left my window open

I'm done with saying words it's exhausting
Ant No book or video that's gone so I feel life problems

Written by:
Nathaniel zarren

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