Zirconium - Remorse

I never wanted
To be a fuck up
Try to change my mind
But you know I'm stuck up
Everything I say
No it don't mean shit
Try to toke him up
But you know he quit
Lasting scars
And a broken heart
And I'm the reason why
It fell apart
Couldn't look me in the eyes
Even one last time
But it would've fuckin killed me
To see you cry
Inexcusable actions
What I've done is wrong
And I can't pour it out
Other than a song
The only language we know
The only place we call home
The biggest reason why
I love you so
And I can't
Fathom the pain
I've put you all through
At the end of the day
Truth be told
I know I'm to blame
I let my mind stray
From a saving grace so
I never wanted
To be a fuck up
Try to change my mind
But you know I'm stuck up
Everything I say
No it don't mean shit
Try to toke him up
But you know he quit
It's easy
To forget
What you mean to me
When I'm such a fucking monster
It's clear to see
But always remember
You're my family
When my home fucking sucked
You set me free
And I never
Meant to hurt anyone
Yes I really meant it
When I gave my love
I only wanted you to grow
In strength and heart
God, I'm sorry
I let it fall apart
But this all
Isn't all the same
I'll make it right
I'm going to change
I don't care
If you don't want me to stay
I'll make up
For all of the pain
I never wanted
To be a fuck up
Try to change my mind
But you know I'm stuck up
Everything I say
No it don't mean shit
Try to toke him up
But you know he quit
What more
Could I say
Other than
I'm sorry
What more
Could I say
Other than
I'm sorry
What more
Could I say
Other than
I'm sorry
What more
Could I say
Other than
I'm sorry
We started out so good
All was true
I'd put my life on the line
Give it all for you
Now I'm left behind
Cuz of my own actions
Exiled hard from
All of your factions
Every second of the day
It's nothing but regret
And everytime I try to talk
I get a panic attack
I can't even sleep
Because it haunts my dreams
My eyes are bloodshot and
You're all I see
I'd give anything
Just to make this right
And fix it all
Put it in a new light
I'd give anything
Just to make this right
And fix it all
Put it in a new light
I never wanted
To be a fuck up
Try to change my mind
But you know I'm stuck up
Everything I say
No it don't mean shit
Try to toke him up
But you know he quit
I never wanted
To be a fuck up
Try to change my mind
But you know I'm stuck up
Everything I say
No it don't mean shit
Try to toke him up
But you know he quit
I'm screaming my lungs out
At the end of the day
Because I have
Nothing else left to say

Written by:
Joe Garza

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