College Try - The Darkest Parts of Me

Calling all cars
Blares silently as frequencies
Frequently, I'm panicking
Beneath my skin my blood is boiling
"What did you expect from me?"
To beg on my hands on knees for you

I slipped away into the night
Like you even cared I ran
I'm driving away from the light
From your oppressing hand

In-hand
Were walking side by side
Down this broken road
That we used to know

But now the memories are tattered and burning
This isn't growing up this is called being assertive
If you honestly believe for a second I trust you
I can promise that I do about as just much as I push you

I slipped away into the night
Like you even cared I ran
I'm driving away from the light
From your oppressing hand

You're pushing through the badlands in between
The pressure building up inside of me and pushing at the seem
Now I'm breaking and rupturing
Under seismic activity of the hell inside of me
Go ahead and rip me underneath you like a plate
So now I'm causing cataclysm as you're eating me away
In the wake of the attacks in a panicking state
We used our differences to build a wall; a beautiful rocky range

And as it sits pretty in the distance
I've been feeling pretty petty and evicted
From the path that I thought was all predicted
Just follow all the mile markers til you reach the ending
Laying on the earth staring straight up
29 miles north of Winnemucca
Feeling small and insignificant, like you wanted me
You always said you were there to guide but then you'd always just take the wheel

Grab the wheel from the passenger seat
Take a sharp right turn through the guard rail next to me

You seem to be confused
On everything I'm telling you
I'll spell it out, and sell you out
How does it feel to be use?
I'm sick of my reflection
Always leaving me retching
I hate myself
The way I always tear myself into a thousand pieces
So for once in your life, maybe lower your walls
Realize that I was never an enemy at all
I'm just a broken individual
Gaining equilibrium
But, go ahead
Hit me again
Cause another concussion

I slipped away into the night
Like you even cared I ran

You said you wanted to level with me
I'd rather not have a single part of you
You did exactly what you wanted to do
Isolated me so much that I thought I was broken
So shut the fuck up and listen to me
I sick and tired of you always screaming over me
Give me just another second then the floor is all yours
But too late you're probably already B-Lining the door

Written by:
Adam Wakefield

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