Blood Red - I Deserve This

Why you always bringing up our past?
Feels like everyday
Remind me of all the ways I hurt you yeah and all the pain
It's been a long time since, and we don't talk
Why you hitting up my phone, can't you move on?

These memories they haunt me everywhere I go
Won't let me make up for mistakes so I die slow
Thought we were done with the past but you won't let go
Thought it was dead in the past but you can't let go

And part of me knows that I deserve this
I made your life hell, and called you worthless
Did what I could to change, but it's never enough
Not allowed to have friends or someone to trust

Tryna smoke a blunt while standing in the rain
Tryna clear my head and forget about the good days
Yea I admit that I missed you from time to time
But it's too late now, I've already said my goodbyes

Why you always bringing up our past?
Feels like everyday
Remind me of all the ways I hurt you yeah and all the pain
It's been a long time since, and we don't talk
Why you hitting up my phone, can't you move on?

These memories they haunt me everywhere I go
Won't let me make up for mistakes so I die slow
Thought we were done with the past but you won't let go
Thought it was dead in the past but you can't let go

Feels like my head is under water
May not feel like I'm drowning, it's getting darker
Wish that I could go back and change so many things
I could be a better friend, but it's too late

I'm sorry I ever came into your life
I know we both had fun but none of it was right
I was a horrible friend, I wouldn't do it again
But I know that you'll never forgive me
I was a horrible friend I wouldn't do it again
But I know that you'll always hate me
I was a horrible friend, this is the end I just wanted to say I'm sorry

Written by:
Kiefer Rea

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