Lil JJ Reynolds - Death Staring

Depression moving like checkers in my mind
That's either stressed or needs a pill to mute the voices 'playing broken records
Of heavy static that would toss me in the fields of stress
With a silent dose of heavy chills from the feels of death
My last breath is coming sooner than the time moving
No strength is left for me to build anymore solutions
To fix my problems of excruciating pain from my brain
The more I live, the more it suffers with my chronic moody swings
More pressure piling up on top of me from the fees
Of all my bills that would bury me, so I can't die for free
This world is sick like satan cause it's filled with all his demons
He calls 'em angels cause they love to do killing for no reason
No breathing season is breezing thru this toxic air in an treason
Inside my guts pours out feelings that are fully demeaning
Cause in this world, It's the opposite of sharing and caring
My eyes are seconds from glaring to begin a death staring, ugh
You live one life but it's a life that's demolished
The world is hypnotized for the evil eye to be watching ya
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Your birth was cursed and you've been living a lie
So now the real question is, "are you ready to die?"
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
My genes flow evil thru my blow cell, hypophysis
For anger to erase my dignity to anonymous
Nobody knows me cause I'm a ghost in the blackness
My status is on critically damaged from the sadness
As I'm surrounded by demons with suicidal watching me
Like I was the target to become an vulnerable zombie body
That always got exposed by the people's nuisance
Nothings changed cause I feel the exact same as a human
I'm well un-liked from being different than the average society
With a personality that matches strings with anxiety
I'm hidden from reflections in the mirror to see myself
Getting tortured by the devil in this life of a living hell
My coffin is missing nails, I'm twisted with missing cells
With a notebook to story-tell with lyrics of how I feel
In this world that's the opposite of sharing and caring
My eyes are seconds from glaring to begin a death staring
You live one life but it's a life that's demolished
The world is hypnotized for the evil eye to be watching ya
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Your birth was cursed and you've been living a lie
So now the real question is, "are you ready to die?"
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
I'm suicidal with visions of living free after death
Will I be happy or still depressed? and be feared to see what's next?
My only wish is to finally lay stressing down to rest
Even if I have to die with it, damnit 'so be it
They say, "this world is the land of free" but I just don't see it
All I see is poverty failing us with it's toxic achievements
Of the drama 'mixed with non-stop destruction and violence
It's even harder for loners, as they continue to suffer in silence
Respect these days is quickly given to phonies
That always claim their the realest but turn their backs on their homies
It's rare to find anybody to keep it real in the spark
When it's time to prove it and would never disappear in the dark
But wishful thinking cause nobody wants to step up and show it
This world is getting even closer to the end, as we know it
We're too delusional to see that satan's fully preparing
To kill us all from his hypnotism of death staring
You live one life but it's a life that's demolished
The world is hypnotized for the evil eye to be watching ya
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Your birth was cursed and you've been living a lie
So now the real question is, "are you ready to die?"
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring
Death staring

Written by:
Jordan Reynolds

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