Sleepy Asta - Self Medicating

Oh oh
Oh oh
Hope hope hope
Hope hope hope
Tell me that you love me too
But I don’t think you do
The other day I thought about killing myself
Got a gun in my pocket and a letter on the shelf I
Know I need some fucking help
I’m locked in my bedroom to get away from this hell
Xans on my tongue killing my brain cells
Coke in my nose just to get me to feel well I’m
Self medicating
Any time I feel good is when I’m faded
I hate myself
Why do I feel this way
I’m just hurting myself
Why doesn’t anyone feel this pain
Got no fucking food in the fridge so imma panic
Been depressed for months but tonight I’m manic
My energy could fuel the planet
That’s what I thought but oh fuck it’s gone I thought i just had it
I won’t go far
Making all of these scars
Got a broken heart
It wasn’t from a bitch it’s my own harm
The other day I thought about killing myself
Got a gun in my pocket and a letter on the shelf I
Know I need some fucking help
I’m locked in my bedroom to get away from this hell
Xans on my tongue killing my brain cells
Coke in my nose just to get me to feel well I’m
Self medicating
Any time I feel good is when I’m faded
Hope hope hope
Hope hope hope
Hope hope hope

Written by:
Benjamin Sisler

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