Aezrath - Love of My Own

I look in the sky and
I keep asking why
But meaningful answer
Doesn't come in time
A little white lie
Just created to hide
The pain that always
Has been part of life
Just a shadow walking
At night in the city
You give me motivation
To finally beat it
Face the demon stalking
When I'm talking to you
And punch it in the face
For blocking my view
I am on the expedition
Just looking for clues
Do you feel the same way
When I'm looking at you
And if you had one chance
Tell me would you shoot
Or would you surrender
And let the happiness lose
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When any step that I take
Is another mistake
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When anything that I do
It was all just for you
All the issues combined
Now standing on the line
This love is a war zone
And you stepped on the mine
And now I am gonna take
All the pieces I can find
With both my hands tied
And my eyes going blind
I'm gonna look in the past
While keeping my head up
This wasn't meant to be
You and me, it's a set up
I'm consumed by the fear
Still I chose to believe
That if we try really hard
We can make it something real
All the games of the mind
And I am just a stupid pawn
With wall around my heart
Still tryna build my own
This is both of ours home
Till the thunder's done
But will love remain
Or be forever gone
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When any step that I take
Is another mistake
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When anything that I do
It was all just for you
I'll give you a rose
In time to propose
Kneel on my knees
And do as it goes
And get you a ring
Just pull the hand
This is the thing
That never ends
We were just friends
But suddenly it grew
And I couldn't imagine
My life without you
Didn't know what to do
As I was feeling scared
And only thing I knew
I wanted you there
We both made mistakes
And went to other people
Like our brainwaves
Were tricked by a trickster
But without you smiling
I see no meaning to live
And I want you to take
Everything I can give
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When any step that I take
Is another mistake
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When anything that I do
It was all just for you
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When any step that I take
Is another mistake
How do i go
Find a love of my own
When anything that I do
It was all just for you

Written by:
Nikola Matic

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