Danny MFN - Insomnia

My mind is swimming
In an ocean full of thoughts
As I empty out another
Cigarette box
Thought that I could get some rest
After that last shot
Finding where my heart is broken
And the ex marks the spot
Caught up in my emotions
They doubled up my dosage
Combined for a one
Of a kind hypnosis
When the darkness surrounds me
I suppose it's ferocious
It puts me at my lowest
And closest to hopeless
My homies disappeared
Like hocus pocus
Upgraded my focus
Now I'm a soloist
Cursed with psychosis
Not that I notice
Like a Gemini, 2 sides
And him and I wrote this
Metal to my mental
Pull back, click clack
But could be better alive
And I don't wanna risk that
Every night I fight nightmares
And no one gets that
As I hit my bed so hard
The bitch hits back

I can't run
And I can't hide
The demons here
Are my design
So I get high
And align with the sky
So I'll fly
Till the day I die

My demons are so big
I gaze in amazement
I look upon depression
Knowing words can't contain it
I couldn't spell out my sorrows
And lost the game of hangman
Couldn't get with it
Nor acquitted with no arraignment
I remember when I feel in love
And remember when I caught her
Putting all her slobber
On another's cock n collar
And so with no reluctance
Took the ring back that I bought her
Then I smiled for a while
And put the laughter back in slaughter
I'm laughing at my pain
For the comedic relief
And count on one hand
How much I sleep in a week
A premonition of the future
Sneaking a peak
I see an animal inside me
I keep on a leash
There's a couple things in life
That I wish I would try
But I would learn in time
I'm only good at goodbyes
And that girls eye candy
I'm staring like my sugar is low
But she ain't here for me
That's something that I shoulda known
With the past I cope
While I find my hope in a rope
And I tighten it around my throat
Now pray I don't choke
I'm losing my grip
Hold on for dear life
Trigger finger might slip!

I can't run
And I can't hide
The demons here
Are my design
So I get high
And align with the sky
So I'll fly
Till the day I die

Written by:
Daniel Nicholson

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