Thane - Goodbye Letter

You were fake like make believe, a fantasy
I slipped into complacency
But what is gonna make me see the fact you’re bad for me
This tragedy is putting me in agony
You brush it off so casually
I rapidly assess the gravity of this catastrophe
And how to solve it practically
And actually, I haven’t been this broken since the time I wrote Academy
But now we turn to strategy
So tactfully and craftily
Attacking my mentality
I still responded passively so everybody laughed at me
Thought you had it bad for me but guess it wasn’t meant to be
I’m reading texts addressed to me without a trace of empathy
And still I want you desperately
You’re endlessly my remedy
For sickness that essentially you sent to me well sent received
Call me up and tell me that it’s all right
Let’s talk all night, underneath the starlight
You must see yourself through bizarre sight
I love your hair and all it’s colored dyes
I love your muddy eyes
You really give me butterflies, but this is where the trouble lies
They multiplied
I can’t place my piece if you won’t tell me where the puzzle lies
And all these other guys only want you for the summertime
Winter comes and you’ll move on and I’ll be gone
Our relationship lives on inside my memories and songs
This ain’t the type of love that you can get on Amazon
Not even with prime we’re running out of time so come on
With every rhyme I’m tryna climb but I just can’t hold on
It’s like a crime love so divine is being dissipated
Think of all the minutes wasted
Just because it’s complicated
Wish I hadn’t graduated
College leaves us separated
Now I’m feeling isolated
Swear to you it’s unrelated
But every day without you
Is a day that Imma think about you
Time is up, check the amount due
You are the place my map reroutes to
Hold me to the ground so I can be around you
I was drowning when I found you hope that you’re not drowning too
Hope I ain’t been drowning you
With my pain surrounding you
Cause I would feel responsible
But you’re a queen I’m crowning you
Guess I’ll just replace all of the happiness I found in you
When you said you’re leaving was the day my heart was found in two
Without you, somehow I feel lonely in a crowded room
I ain’t found a girl inside this world that make me proud as you
That is what a mountain do
Climbing feels impossible
Then you make it to the top and most people neglect the view
We had troubles but came a long way it’s all paid
I just wanna love you like Kanye loves Kanye
Tryna show you off, main stage, Broadway
If you came with me you’d be in good hands, like AllState
I’ve been tryna find a promise like what else I got to give
But we’ve been dropping the atomic, we are so combative
If I’m really being honest, see I think I could forgive
But your name is so ironic cause you make me wanna live
Please understand, through my music is expression
I don’t mess with secrets girl so this is my confession
I’ve walked a wider path, paid for my transgression
I’m worried you’re the closest imma ever get to heaven
Told me not to break your heart so I swore that I would try
Couldn’t help it from the start, always thought I’m not that guy
Imma let you go now, you’re a bird and you should fly
Wrote a whole song just to bring myself to say goodbye

Written by:
Ethan Wedo

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