J Saenz - X

I got social anxiety
I don't admit it much
Its been a problem
Wont talk about it its the pride in me
Quietly
Making moves but the slightest things make me nervous
No I'm not perfect demons fighting me within my thoughts
And people think I'm lying, that's the outlook on society uh
A lot of people claiming to be anxious so its overlooked entirely
So I keep it to myself I hurt in privacy uh
Its not a crime to act happy I'm hurting righteously
The saddest people don't talk about being sad
And the happiest trying hard to feel sad oh the irony
You don't see what I've been through
Only see what I let you see don't be assuming things
Ooooo don't you be trying me
Id be lying if I didn't think about it more frequently
I see the demons in my sleep that just might be the freak in me
Sleeping seeming to get hard but damn it I need to breath
But this continuous
It don't get any better to me at least anxiety is not one of those things
That you can let go I'm hoping that you understand
I'll be the best I can despite the things that make me nervous
I trust in God he got a plan until I die I'll serve him
I cut my grass even though its green gotta see the serpents
I trust I got a purpose I put in work through these verses
There's beauty in the struggle ooo I swear its fucking gorgeous
Mmmmmmmm
I think its overlooked
I think its overlooked
Mmmmmm Mmmmmmmm
I think its overlooked

Written by:
Jose Mora Saenz

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