AnthonyxJohn - Becky

Yeah
Straight up
Real Shit
How you this depressing but still this impressive
How you get the message but still disconnected
How you got a friendship with a lethal weapon
Just became good friends with both them Smith and Wesson
How you have this Insta presence but feel this neglected
How you this respected but feel disrespected
How you this effected when all this expected
How you just accepting when you get rejected
How you know she barley check in but you keep on checking
How you bring the tech in without a fight, this isn't Tekkin
How you finding closure when you hold a loaded weapon
Should I pop my fuckin' self and that’s a loaded question
So tell me, so tell me if you want me too
Let me guilt you into it, I know you want me to
I say yeah I got you, you get me got, yeah you got me too
I bet you gon' miss me when I’m gone, oh yeah I’m cocky too
How you spend a check on her and check, she barley check in
How the fuck you get to Heaven when this sin will end it
How you work this endless then gone in sixty seconds
'Cause I work the graveyard shift just tryna' pick a section
Friends gon' come by with the bug eyes tryna' stop me too
But I don’t want the attention if it could not be you
And if you don’t respond, I’m making sure you block me too
'Cause I need you so fuckin' tell me tell me you want me too
How many heartbreaks does it take to turn cold blooded
Dead on the floor, literally cold blooded
Used to race money to you just like a Go Fund Me
Suicide notes turn to texts, want you to know something
This your fuckin' fault, these pills or gun I use I’m popping it
These texts will test your tolerance while I test if I’m tolerant
At least while I do it, I have one last life accomplishment
I didn’t think I had the balls, so now I’m fuckin' proud of me
So who the fuck is doubting me 'cause you you get it out of me
Your responses to these texts is either grounding me or grounded me
If this the easy way out, tell me how the fuck that sound to me
You ain’t ever pull the trigger, fuck are you to call me cowardly
And I ain’t talking shots, I’m talking shots, come do a round with me
I might just pull the plug, ain’t hit plug but you get loud wit me
I love that shit, hear the nervous through the phone when you shout at me
And now you hit my friends for back up, ooh you called the calvary
I love 'em, I swear I love 'em but I can tell they hate it
But imma' still pop this bottle this ain’t no celebration
I’ve tried alcohol and therapy and meditation
Only thing that will fix me is you girl, you my medication
Now I get a taste of a mental rapist less penetration so get a rape kit
Strip me down of any confidence, that bitch get me naked
And girl you know I get separation anxiety, so my destination
Is with you living or dead and wasted like GTA with intoxication
No ventilation, that innovation. No lie this elimination
That rope tied, ask me how’s it hanging. You finding me sleeping up at a awake and
This whole time if you were medication but really you were immunization
But I’m already the sickest patient but I’m all ready a bit impatient so tell me
Yeah
Please tell me
Yeah
I said
Friends gon' come by with the bug eyes tryna' stop me too
But I don’t want the attention if it could not be you
And if you don’t respond, I’m making sure you block me too
'Cause I need you so fuckin' tell me tell me you want me too

Written by:
Anthony Koss

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