O.N.C. - The Last and Greatest Party

Everything's so grey these days, even tripping's boring me
Whiskey'd out all midterm break, even drinking's boring me
Turned the TV on today and fell asleep in front of it
If this is what adulthood's like I already wanna run away

Hallucinate cuz I can't sleep; it generates some meaning for me
Jaw's tight and my head's ablaze, the mirror is an awful place
So many things I'd like to say, but I can't find a word for meaning

Party rolls in sawtooth waves
This whole thing's perverse and feckless
Nostalgia makes a bitter haze
Years exchanged and argued over
Drink to say that you're not drunk
Smoking weed just makes you sober
Acrid curls in cold and quiet
You made up your own constellations

Laid on rocks at 2 AM
Exchanging stilted conversation
Ash was smoked and passed and crushed out
Embers flew in moonlit darkness

We stumbled home and I was crying
It's so fucking beautiful here
Staring at a streetlight fractal
You said you had never been so high

And I couldn't get it out of my head
This feels like the end of something
So many friends still stuck in high school
I don't want to end up like them
All these people feel like actors
I guess my mask is just on tighter

Forced smiles give way to concern
Everything is always ending
All my friends are with me
I hope we all survive this

Sunday morning fades in sweetly
Somebody is snoring near me
Chaos' wake is silent beauty
I know what the world should feel like now

Scrambled eggs in a sunlit kitchen
No one's really sure what happened

Written by:
Owen Cake

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