Sadist - Misfit (feat. Deow Kaii)

I root for the joker and thanos dawg
I relate to the vision and the chaos dawg
But they never understood what my cape is for
Coz they see me as a villain still I came this far
I stay pissed off
I brainstorm the greyest thoughts
My page is lost
I aint got the vaguest thoughts
My weight is lost
Soon Ill be a famous star
Yeah Yeah
I used to pray in the dark with the candle lit
Cant walk in my shoes coz my sandal ripped
If I build my image theyll dismantle it
Tried to give em my heart they mishandled it
I always saw the glass as if its half full
Even though most nights we never had food
Growing up was rough I was a handful
That pain is now a thought I laugh through
I comtemplate an ode as its drizzling
Daddy died so cold I wasnt missing him
And my mirrors show that Im a piece in him
When my teachers spoke I wasnt listenin
I was acting out in class whistlin
Tried to fit I missed Im now a misfit
Im kinda pissed and distant sadistic
Not built to be fit, I'm a misfit
Im not what youre used to Im not like the rest
Im one in a millie icon in the flesh
I cook up a storm then I dine with the chef
Im weird and here Im one with the best
Im here to bring heat in the coldest era
With every step I know my goal is clearer
So I say this to the broken mirror
If you think Im giving up I dont want to
Aint going nowhere
Oh Ill always be around like I got you
This I swear
But here goes nothing
Im a force Im a king Im a giant
My scars show Im self reliant
Through it all I still am defiant
I possess a heart of lion
I like a movie that ends with a twist
I like a girl that is really legit
Someone with value and that is the gist
Ill give you my all wont take no I insist
I go through depression and sometimes I laugh
I rap about gogo cos thats all I have
I read and I write just to master my craft
Im better lyrically and that is fact
Im playful not childish and there is a difference
Flirting with death and I blame it on ignorance
Selling them dreams in a pretty boutique
Intentions as clear as a skincare routine
Not finding myself Im creating myself
Year of the misfit should fly off the shelf
I am the go to like this a referral
Im coming for everything even your girl
Talk about legends and I am the reference
Talk about greatness and I am the preference
And maybe they see it but won’t give me props
Best believe Im headed straight to the top
A couple two things from my part
Know Ill take the blame from the start
You in this room
Starlight is gloom and if you would just hear me out
Stars always seem to be
what they wanna be
If you think Im giving up I dont want to
Aint going nowhere Going nowhere Going nowhere
Oh Ill always be around like I got you
This I swear
But here goes nothing

Written by:
Darren Kay, Sabelo Nkosi

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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