MC Ace - A Long Way

Pick up the book and then I write, how am I living life?
Questions I keep in mind, that like to appear at night
Say you're fine do you understand the acronym
Fucked up insecure needy emotional it's tragic man
As I reminisce people tell me that it's toxic
But as you see I'm dead as Josue now call me Atomic
Even that persona is dying from radiation, living in a crazy time for this new generation
I'm not gonna cap but imma speak with some alternative fact
Can't record if my life isn't on track
And I'm losing myself for everytime I go back
To the same person stating he will change but he can't
How do I feel about that? I don't know I feel dumb
I let all my emotions chase him while he was off on the run
She thought that he was the one, but as the time had progressed he made a couple Mistakes that to this day he regrets now he's upset
Spends his days smoking reefer and inactive
Asking myself what happened?
Was it from the lack of positivity that caused him to lose traction
Now back into action, cancer sticks to relax him
Now he's tryna change after errors he's committed, thinking no one will forgive him
Left to fall in the abyss, check it out I never did
And if you though Atomic died it's been hidden within
A.C.E. is just an acronym, I just gave you a hint
Momma tripping telling me why are my eyes? fuck it can't deny it
Rather have blood than dirt on my name, a memory living infinity
Bitch I'm the holy trinity in the sinners vicinity
Tryna create a remedy for the people around me
So they know I'm astounding and they know what I'm planning, fuck it
A long way but my mommas proud of who I've become
These lonely nights are the reason my heart is fucking numb
I know I'm tired but I'm only living for my son
I can't deny I had moments but now I fucking won
Compassion don't make me soft, wish the best to all y'all
Hope y'all catch it this a message to the millenials
Plus I've even evolved and become my own boss
Do the uh like Rick Ross, drank and grew up some balls
Now I'm spitting these bars, out this world like a martian MC ACE is exotic
Atomic continues everything and that is a promise
Lil jetpack is my legacy and hope that he's got it
So check it, I try to speak up but other people think it's absurd
That's why I don't need assistance for when I write this verse
Keep to myself and move forward
Cause all I got now are motives to keep me going best believe I won't lose focus
Making room for improvements, notice how I'm not stupid keep on leaving y'all clueless
Wondering what I'm gon do, always alone in the booth
Cooking up something new, but that shit confidential unless you part of the crew

Written by:
Josue Santillan

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