Xpo Decay - GHOSTED

I'm feeling ghosted by everyone. What is this nonsense, that's come undone
My phone is silent, with no response. From my messages, of my thoughts

I vent to the contacts within my phone
My best friend miles away and my s/o's up close
I talk to them but I feel like they hate to listen
As I talk about my problems they feel like the victim
Sometimes they offer advise that means nothing to me
But I guess I'm the one that doesn't listen constantly
It's like I'm stuck in a prison for all of eternity
What surrounds me are my thoughts that want to be released

I dropped a demo album. Can't stop thinking about how bad it was
It's not something I can fathom but its a little bit of progress with these flaws
I try to be better as time goes on, so I try to keep consistent 'till I'm gone
Every time I listen to my recorded songs, I always pick out what's new that's wrong
But I never know where I belong, but I'm alone in my room and try to stay strong
For the time that passes on, I can, as long I'm done with my mistakes, I can move on
Turn off the cutter, I'm done mowing lawns. From dusk to dawn, I'll stop being a pawn

On this chess board I'm playing on top
A game against the unknown with a timer that never stops
I'm afraid to go in depth with my inner thoughts
And I'm afraid of explaining, 'cause its a lot
Yet no one can explain it better than myself
I'm like a little dog always chasing its tail
I'm in a race and I'll never finish first just behind the trail
But at some point, I'll cross the finish line in this fairy tale

But the ghosts I'm talking about aren't my friends after all
It's all me with my non linear lyrics that I sprawl
Like how can I even say that about the way people are
They have their own lives, that I'm not a part
But they're good people, and I'm not enough for them
I try to think positive but sometimes they're just my friends
I wish the grim reaper were here to take me away
So I don't have to look another face and have to say

I'm feeling ghosted by everyone. What is this nonsense, that's come undone
My phone is silent, with no response. From my messages, of my thoughts
But I'm stuck with talking to myself. I don't want to bother anyone else
I'm never on anyone's mind. Just on my own, all the time

Written by:
Maxwell Gathercole

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