Cameron London - A Beautiful Disaster

All roads led to beautiful disaster
What I’m after is hidden by the spell caster
The witch
But imma call you by your given name
It’s a shame we killing you but giving you the blame
You in chains it ain’t changed
Since I was rocking chains in the Honda
Hoping that somebody’d come and sponsor
Little ole Ca’Mel
I was busy catchy L’s
And I didn’t even notice how my aspirations fell
Eggs in one basket
Granddaddy in a casket
College on hold
I took off but never landed
Thought I paid dues
I was leaving empty handed
I been single ever since I left my last ex stranded, for real
Cuts inside my mind that never healed
My spirit adamantium so even if I peel
And I fall that don’t mean this the last I’ll do
Imma come back stronger like a zenkai boost
I know my mama said a prayer for me
I know my dad be looking out for me
I know my sisters love they brother
So I won’t stop until they get to see
I know my mama said a pray for me
I know my dad be looking out for me
I know my sisters love they brother
So I won’t stop until they get to see me at my best
Many years sacrificed but it couldn’t be for nothing
Know I made mistakes in picking people that I trusted with my goals
Always try to take the high road
But it’s hard when hell’s the highway that I drove
It was clear that I strayed from my purpose
My life felt worthless, just going through the motions
My depression showed took control of my emotions
Now my faith run even deeper than the oceans
How’d it get like this
How’d I lose my way
I restart don’t quit
My obsession made it clear that I was born for this
My lane paved even if I’m never on the list
I talk a lot didn’t having nothing to say
They say that life’s a game guess I finally gotta play
No regrets cause I learned along the way
Every failure in my life made me who I am today
I know my mama said a prayer for me
I know my dad be looking out for me
I know my sisters love they brother
So I won’t stop until they get to see
I know my mama said a pray for me
I know my dad be looking out for me
I know my sisters love they brother
So I won’t stop until they get to see me at my best
Moment of truth
I was rapping fallacies
Some was fact many of em took a page from fantasy
Not to betray or to lie I just kept my guard up
And spoke vague about the touchy moments that I brought up
This not an easy skill if you seek to master
No short cuts fear of failure had me moving faster
It’s not my calling but on the mic I been a pastor
The perfect end to a beautiful disaster
I know my mama said a prayer for me
I know my dad be looking out for me
I know my sisters love they brother
So I won’t stop until they get to see
I know my mama said a pray for me
I know my dad be looking out for me
I know my sisters love they brother
So I won’t stop until they get to see me at my best

Written by:
Cameron London

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