Gawn - Unlikely/Lovely

Hey let me ask you something
I mean like you can't answer cause this is a song
But like you know, think about it
Have you ever been to like a club or like any kind of public gathering
And like, you wanna talk to people, but you can't cause you're too self-conscious
You're like, you overthink it? I don't know
Well, this is what it's like
It's unlikely
What's unlikely?
But it's lovely
What are you talking about?
Only slightly
Huh?
Just above me
Oh no!
I'm on a tight leash
Like a dog?
Feeling ugly
You're not ugly!
Cause I'm thinking to myself that it'd be better if I stopped
Riding on this carousel but it won't ever let me off, uh

Lived my whole life and I know it wasn't likely
I should be hyped, yeah I should be going hyphy
But instead I lived it thinking it was tryna spite me
Cause I focused on the times where I was slighted even slightly
I never took it lightly and I couldn't put it nicely
Why does it always feel like everybody's doing everything I wanna do
But when I try to join the party then my mind'll keeps me tight leash
Well I guess the dumber you are the less of a bummer you are
The less trouble you'll run into getting love at the bar
Am I only one this awkward? prolly some of you are
And also no I'm not the smartest, prolly none of us are
But I be marching to the rhythm from the drum in my heart
Steady putting all this blood, sweat, and cum in my bars
There's no need to throw a fit, don't pull a gun at the bar
I've been waiting for nirvana, come as you are, uh

It's unlikely you love me
And that bites cause you're lovely
It ain't like me to be bubbly, ohh no
And sometimes I think I might leap
But I dry heave and my spine leaves
And I retreat it's the tiny things I won't go for
But when life leaves and time's up
What'll I leave when I'm done
Did I make the most of all I was bestowed
Well when the time comes I guess I'll see
But I stay chasing pipe dreams
I'll skate by my fantasies, so close

It's unlikely you love me
Cause unlike me you're lovely
Just let the beat ride a bit. Yeah that's funky

It's unlikely but it's lovely
Only slightly just above me
I'm on a tight leash feeling ugly
Cause I'm thinking to myself that it'd be better if I stopped
Riding on this carousel but it won't ever let me off, uh
Lived my whole life and I know it wasn't likely
I should be hyped, yeah I should be going hyphy
But instead I lived it thinking it was tryna spite me
Cause I focused on the times I was slighted even slightly
But that's not a very good way to live life, you know

My path hanging in a fragile little balance
I was never so balanced
I had a serving of a swerving evolving throughout my ballad
I was never deserving of having residence in a palace
I was steady concerned with finding evidence I was valid
I tried to get a grip like birds with fish in their talons
I try not to be so negative like electrons that are valence
I may have made some blunders but I don't mean any malice
And you're a wonderland to an Alice so share all your talents
Luckily I am lovely like damn
I'd fuck me like trust me i rub with my hand
But I fucked me by constantly kicking the can
Down the road till I trusted like fuck it I can
I picked up a cam I bought me a mic
This shit wasn't like me i changed up my life
Nothing was likely the chances were high
That some random event would just fuck up the vibe

So when you sit down to consider all that's possible there's no limit
Cause every little thing can make the biggest difference
That's the butterfly effect and it's a sin to pimp it
Like will our doors be butterfly or nonexistent
Stomach getting butterflies when I make an entrance
Cause if I say the wrong thing it could get twisted
But we gotta stay optimistic cause it's hard living
Knowing that you had a shot but then you missed it

Written by:
Ahsem Kabir

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