Nito - Used To

You used to be my princess
I used to be your knight
But now I'm in the darkness and I can't find your light
But I'll keep
Holding on
I used to sing you songs
Just to help you through the night
But nowadays they're feeling long
And when I think of you I write
While you keep
Moving on
Now I've fallen and lost in this abyss
Reminiscing all the things from you I miss
I keep hoping that you miss me too
Do you also feel like that?
I wish I knew
But Oh
I just want you to know
That I'll be okay
And I'll wait for the day
When that door closes another one can open
Even though right now my heart's so broken
I can't sit idle and I can't sit frozen
Gotta keep this life rolling into motion
Though I really really wanted you to stay
I realize who needed to change
I loved you more than I loved myself
But as for you my feelings were always on a shelf
In the beginning you loved me just the same
And I tried so hard so that it wouldn't strain
But then over time you had started to change
And honestly I thought that it was strange
Wasn't better for us
But for yourself and your friends
I mean I guess it was nice to play pretend
Guess I should've known that's how it would end
When it came to them I mean I couldn't attend
No matter how I felt it was always the same
Didn't matter what I said it was such a shame
Cuz apparently all of our problems were all on me
But a lot of your decisions were what led to these
And I tried to tell you but still you couldn't see
Cuz you let everyone else take the lead
No matter what I said or how I'd plead
You didn't give a fuck if you made me bleed
But Oh
I just want you to know
That I'll be okay
Even though you're away
You used to kiss me sweetly
I used to treat you right
But now you've disappeared completely
You're nowhere in my sight
Hope you're doing better than me
I used to be forgiving
Whenever we would fight
But I still remember all those things
You used to say during those nights
And how they felt so hurtfully
Now I've fallen and lost in this abyss
Reminiscing all the things from you I miss
I keep hoping that you miss me too
Do you also feel like that?
I wish I knew
But Oh
I just want you to know
That I'll be okay
Even though you're away
And Oh
I just want you to see
But you probably know
I'm not who I used to be

Written by:
Juan Diaz

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