J8nt - Pennies

The pharmacy and supermarket took my last pennies
Wallet empty but I'm full and I'm high
Only feel good when alone and I don’t really know why
Understanding happiness is something money can’t buy
And if you could I couldn’t afford it
Let alone support it
Id probably run dry then abort it
My life ain't sorted
Out
And all these pictures that I painted out of confidence and cockiness
Are soggy and their dripping in doubt
Cause I got bullet wounds in armor meant for arrows
And everywhere I look I see scarecrows
And every step I take my path narrows
I pray to pyramids just like Pharaohs, god
I'm just hoping that I find a way out
Of this fishbowl of thoughts
See my reflection I'm lost
Feel like my life is on pause, yeah and my spirit is tossed
So im'ma have a stale cake, over baked, no frosting
Id rather feel nothing then feel nauseous
It gets exhausting
The pharmacy and supermarket took my last pennies
Wallet empty but I'm full and I'm high
Only feel good when alone and I don’t really know why
Understanding happiness is something money can’t buy
Can’t buy
Overthinking over drinking under smoking
I stay choking on my words
I pick up the pen and write until it hurts
The past two years of my life have been a blur, and I prefer
To talk about it on s song
Then discuss it with my mom
Cause dropping bombs on people really isn’t fair
This shits a circus, it ain't worth it
They don’t really even care, cause lies a game to most
So im'ma make a toast to all the shit that I been through
Bottoms up as tomorrow continues, cause
The pharmacy and supermarket took my last pennies
Wallet empty but I'm full and I'm high
Only feel good when alone and I don’t really know why
Understanding happiness is something money can’t buy
Something money can’t buy

Written by:
Bengt Jobe

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