Ha$htagg - St. Jude's

Stuck in St. Jude's
St. Jude's
Stuck in St. Jude's
St. Jude's
Stuck in St. Jude's
St. Jude's
Stuck in St. Jude's
Staring at a wall and I swear I'm overthinking
Lia in the ward and I know that she need me
But she getting better and that shit just pleased me
Calms the night terrors I be having while I'm sleeping
Talkin to a girl and I just want her to want me
But half the time it feel like she don't even wanna know me
So I fall back into the arms of the old me
Better off alone though it might get lonely
Do I need love? That's a real ass question
Sending my emotions with the words that I'm textin'
But words don't equal out, to love or affection
If I'm left on read, man I honestly expect it
My daughter getting better, and my son miss his sister
My mom worried bout' her, my siblings is too
Feeling bad enough, they can cry her a river
Lost in my emotions, don't know what to do
I feel like they want me to need them, when I really don't
They say what they'd do for you, but they really wont
My daughter got me
Her brother
Couple aunties and uncles
So my nigga what the fuck do you really want?
Know you ain't meant too, but you violated
Doin better without you and I know you hate it
Fuck everything you say
Way to much up on my plate
So I ain't trippin' on the shit that you been sayin'
But my mom told me stay patient, patient
I just need to start prayin', prayin'
But I ain't spoke to God in some years my nigga
I just hope that he still listen
Bitches on my phone get freaky
Ain't focused cus my daughter need me
But distractions come in handy
But only when I really need them
Let that shit breathe
Don't worry 'bout shit baby you in recovery
When I see you in pain, that shit just be hurting me
Take yo time
You gone heal wit time
Just trust the process, cus you still just recovering
Know you tied of needles
Tied of the doctors
3 AM vitals
And you just want them to stop it
Don't worry baby you gone heal wit time
Don't stress shit, cause' that's my job
Let me hold ya burden
You gone heal for certain
Please calm ya tears
Cause' that shit be hurtin'
To see you in pain
When I can't do a thing
To change that shit
But shit
When you heal
Leave this bitch and go ape shit
Ya brother miss you, so we got to get back
Certified solider, baby girl that’s a fact
Just a minor setback for a major comeback

Written by:
Alexavier Jackson

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