Aaron Marcel - I Don't Want to Die in New Orleans

Back when I was home
And I was working everyday
I'd have my mind occupied
And my thoughts would run away
I'd never had to think about
Mistakes that I made
Now I live by myself and
I'm trapped in a cell
I think about my health
I think about the people
That are tugging on my belt
Tryna hold me back
And I really feel like
No one else has got my fucking back

Ok that shit's a lie
I feel like I am alive
I feel like I have a reason
I can see it I believe in it
Everybody's doubting me
No matter what I do
So I just fuck 'em
Bitch I'm through
Hell no I don't believe in you
I don't believe in you
I don't look on the bright side
Cause the light just hurts my eyes

I don't wanna die in New Orleans
But I don't like my life better before it

Who the fuck do you think you are
I'm coming out the dark
Come back down boy you need God
I'm stabbing my own heart

Alright, ok
Everybody listen
I'll never fucking die here
My heart is in MA
My heart is in a

My heart is in a place
That I'd like to erase
But my head can't take
All the food on my plate
I might take a trip
Maybe move out the way
Live in a different state
I need you out the way
I need you to go away
I need you to go away
Got a dollar and dream
Need a dollop of the green
Everybody's blind
Only I can fucking see
Only I can make myself be
The things I wanna be
I need you to leave my head
I wish everybody else was dead, not
Water doesn't boil in a pot
If the stoves not on
I love this place but it's not
I love this place but it's not
The place where I wanna meet God

I don't wanna die in New Orleans
But I don't like my life better before it
I don't wanna die in New Orleans
But I don't like my life better before it

Written by:
Aaron Marcel

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