Twelvadozen - Lonely, Lonely Road

Sometimes it feels like I'm all alone
I'm walking down this lonely road

Nobody's hitting up my phone
I just don't know who to go to
I don't really know
But it feels like I'm all alone
It feels like I'm just on my own
Even when there's someone next to me
I just be feeling like I'm a ghost
Nobody even ever wants to talk to me
I don't know if I should just stay awake
Or maybe go to sleep
It feels like my demons are always chasing me
It's fucking with me mentally
I can't even fucking go to sleep at night, yeah
I'm so fucking tired, I am not a liar
Don't feel like I'm on fire
You need to be extinguished
The situations dire
Please come and take me higher
I'll give what you desire
I hope that inspire
All the other people that be grinding
I make this music so that I don't lose my mind
And I don't need no pills prescribed man
I just need my soul that is inside me
'Cause nothing heals the body like time

I go through the same things all the time
Sometimes it feels like I'm dying inside
Even though on the outside it looks like I'm fine
Let me tell you something
I ain't really fine between the lines

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm walking down this lonely road
I'm doing all this shit on my own
I'm so sick and tired of being so tired
And in my eyes it shows

I don't know why I always be whining
I don't got it bad as other people
Why am I crying?
To them it seems like
I'm sitting back, relaxing, and reclining
However, my life has been so declining
Rejected all the time
I guess that I just got bad timing
I guess it's the sign of the times
I'm always relying on other people
But I gotta focus on what's mine, yeah
I gotta put the work in
But right now my mind is fried, yeah
I gotta keep going
Can't push shit to the side, yeah
If you living life
You gotta be ready for the ride, yeah
I got that 2020 vision and that's on sight, yeah
I'm tired of crying
And I'm just ready to take flight, yeah, yeah

Don't know where I'm gonna go
But I know that I'm gonna grow older
Gonna grow bolder
Gonna get closer
To the clouds up above
Gonna take the weight off my shoulders
Some days feel great
But it's only growing colder
One more cold war and I think it's over
Never had to flush my emotions with the liquor
Always sober, thought that I told ya

I use this music to get shit off my mind
I don't need no pills prescribed
Don't know what path to take
Either left or the right
We be going through the same shit
Every day and every night

Written by:
Justin Ertmer

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