Billy Wales - Falling Slowly (feat. Alaina & Alain)

I'm falling slowly to the ground
I'm falling slowly safe and sound
I'm falling slowly on my own
I'm falling slowly, slowly
(Yeah) It's really hard to suppress all these feelings
No one's around at the times where I'm fearing
Losing myself, I'm alive but my spirit
Is dying, I'm afraid of my appearance (yeah)
Like how they thinking of me, am I another dead beat on the path of defeat?
Am I another wack job without a college degree?
Am I gonna die alone? My body feels weak (yeah)
I'm so introverted, never wanna go outside, I'm a shy person
I ain't wanna get judged because I'm not perfect
Hard to hold a job when you are afraid of work and, always searching
For the cure to help my cause, everybody judging, always pointing out my flaws
They ain't wanna call, never ask how I'm doing
I just want you all to know I'm trying to improve and
I'm falling slowly to the ground
(Yeah) But ima get back up, everyday's a work in progress, and I'm gonna find self love
No matter what your words, no matter what you think
No matter how you feel, no matter what you believe
Just know that we all bleed, and you won't succeed
Don't try and tear me down, while I'm looking for peace
Yeah I've jus been searching for my old ways
Never had to worry at a young age
Life is getting harder day after day
Looking for an exit to escape
And I know I've been hurting, and beaten down
I know that I struggle to help myself
I just need some answers, I'm so locked out
This anxiety is cancer, someone help
I'm falling slowly to the ground
I'm falling slowly safe and sound
I'm falling slowly on my own
I'm falling slowly, slowly
Always on my own and never have no one to hold
Only a call away but you ain't ever hit my phone
No matter who I'm with I always feel like I'm alone
Suicide is on my mind, but you would never know (yeah)
Now I'm driving 95, in hopes to feel alive, I cope by tryna die
I'm taught to realize, that life is on my side
Than why can't I comply, my mental is not alright, no
Maybe I'm different, or maybe I'm so conflicted
Or maybe I'm sick of living, been dealing with tunnel vision
I hate the fact I can't fix it, been dealing with this depression
I need a therapy session, they said I need a prescription
I have a different perspective, this mirror's a haunted reflection
Of my past and perception, why am I always regretting
The words I write with this pen and this pain I feel in my chest
Is why I wrote you this message (yeah)
I'm falling slowly to the ground
I'm falling slowly safe and sound
I'm falling slowly on my own
I'm falling slowly, slowly

Written by:
Brendon Wales

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