Aggy M - S 90 3

I just wanna fucking get this shit over with for right now
I don't want nobody to talk about it for now
All I wanna do is go back to my days as a child
I never would've thought this shit would turn left, and I don't know how
I don't even wanna think about it anymore
I'm so used to people just walking out the door
Rockstar lifestyle, I have yet to make make it on a tour
I don't give a fuck if I make it or not, and I'm not so sure
How long I can keep this shit up
How long I can sit back and keep shit on hush
I been holding back for too long, holding grudges against those I thought I could trust
I don't give a fuck if you feel me or not, and I don't give a fuck if I'm wildin' out
I seen too much shit in my 21 years, that my faith in myself is just running out
'Yo bro, I haven't slept for days man'
'What you talking about?'
'I'm about to fucking… I don't know man… I'm about to…'
'About to what bro? Pop some pills bro?'
'Man, I don't fucking -'
'What you got going on bro? What's that shit in the background?'
'Oh man bro, I'm fucking up'
'Come on man chill out bro!'
Then I pop me some perky's, I pop me some hulky's
And hope I just do not collapse
Man I grew up on this rockstar shit, most of my idols done lost their life to a relapse
And my pops always used to tell me that
I didn't give a fuck, I'd always fight back
They be like, 'Aggy, why you always like that?'
But don't nobody ever wanna write back when I reach out for help
Man, I'll do it myself
Man, I'm losing myself
I'm just abusing myself
Ain't been true to myself
I keep accusing myself
Man I'm losing myself
I'm shooting myself
I'm moving to hell, gonna do it to myself
I just wanna fucking get this shit over with for right now
I don't want nobody to talk about it for now
All I wanna do is go back to my days as a child
I never would've thought this shit would turn left, and I don't know how
I just couldn't think about this shit anymore
I don't think I could think anymore
I don't think I could even eat anything
I just wanna sleep, rest in peace
Rest in peace

Written by:
Aidan Mella

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