Aggy M - Miracle

I never thought that I'd make it this far
I never thought that I'd make it out the dark
But I see the light coming, no it ain't my time yet
I waited years for this shit, I don't know where the time went
All the time spent waiting on a Miracle, I barely prayed for one
I said fuck God when I was only 10 years old
If he ain't make it happen yet, why wait 'til I get old?

I really thought I'd fold, but 10 years later I'm still in the same boat
And it's hard to stay afloat with all this pressure on me
My demons tryna' pull me in, they wanna drown me
But I gotta be the solid ground for those around me
Like my family, I know some of them they mad at me
Some of them depend on me, and some of them don't matter to me
But I just want them all to live forever
But I can't help nobody that don't wanna put no effort

I'm good, yeah I said I'm good
I turned out just fine, still ain't make it out the hood
But, I'm working, yeah you know I'm workin' nigga
I ain't the same kid snatching bitches' Birkins, nigga
I never was, I never truly was
I just wanted to get fly and get some paper to stack up
I felt my mom's the only one who ever gave a fuck
And when my pops would talk down on me, I wanted to give up
But he a great father, I just felt I wasn't enough
I think he wanted me to play football and be tough
He just wanted to have a normal bond with his son
But by the time I grew up, guess we both felt like it's a dub
But I still love you pop, I wanna make you proud
And still do the stupid shit you said I wasn't allowed
The same stupid shit my mom allowed when you wasn't around
If it were up to me, I'd burn the building to the ground
'Cause I'm the troublemaker out of all my siblings
My mom said I'm just like her, I'm her splitting image
But I look in the mirror and I see my pops without a beard
And the shit makes me scared
Yeah, this shit makes me scared
To let my parents down man, how could I fucking dare?
I was the kid who was always labeled weird
They used to call me sissy, call me faggot, call me queer

I always fought for my respect, never ran, never feard
3rd grade suspended, punched a bully in the ear
Was never one to fuck with, I don't bother nobody
I got my own shit, I ain't robbing nobody
I almost dropped out of high school, but I barely made it
I said fuck college, got a 9-5 and barely made it
Throughout the week, was feeling kinda weak
'Cause I was hungry, tired, overworked
Sick from the heat 'cause I ain't got no AC
I ain't complaining though
I turn a negative to positive, even though
I ain't so good at math, can barely even add
Put 2 and 2 together, I still ain't get the answer
So I subtract myself from the equation
And if I am bugging out, then say my name isn't Aidan
Nah, say my name isn't Aidan

Written by:
Aidan Mella

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