Saint T - Never Ending

This shit is never ending, I can’t deal with it
These pressurising ways make me wanna quit
I’m so done with people saying I’m a lucky shit
Cuz if I put you in my shoes, you’d be a hypocrite
And the government control me yeah, I admit
But I’ll never kiss their feet, I’ll try to counterfeit
Man I used to be so happy, now I might commit
I’m tryna fade into the dark but now the candles lit
Like what bruv?
I am not a bot bruv
I cannot learn, write and work inside a box bruv
Money is cool but money is not love
I will not work if my happiness is pot luck
And they tell me it’ll change but it never will
I’ll be stuck inside a cycle with a lesser will
My anxiety will kill me if I keep going to college
But they won’t give me a break, now that’s a pressure kill
This shit is never ending, here we go again
I’ve been waiting for some help from this endless pain
I only let one person in to try and keep me sane
I don’t wanna let her down but I’m already drained
But if somebody was next to me, I could be saved
Although I don’t think I will ever see that fucking day
People stop and talk but never wanna fucking stay
They all flee when they see what’s in my fucking brain
So I’m gonna put this blade to my wrist, let it slide
I’m gonna put this noose round my neck, make it tied
Nah I’ll probably just run, yeah I’ll probably just hide
I can’t deal with the stress so I’m hopping off the ride
Maybe one day I’ll be rich
Maybe one day kiss the bride
But probably not, I’ll be lonely when I’ve died
And when I’m down in hell, you should know I never tried
I just let my mind drift into the stars of the night
You can do it bruv
Nah shut the fuck up
I’m drowning from the pressure
This shit is never ending
Help me

Written by:
Reece Tyzzer

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