Joshua Houeto - Suicidal Ideations (feat. Stacey G)

I am drifting, in and out of a vortex that is made up of the darkness
I been thinking why I even gotta go through this cold dew
I'm overdue, for death oppressed, I been depressed, suicidal ideations
Being impressed on my thoughts, should I slit my neck or swallow a bottle of meds
All of it hollering death, giving up all my breath, blood in my arteries
Pumping like crazy there's pain in my chest, it's a calamity, multiple voices
Be telling me rest, I gotta say honestly it's sounding so good it's not leaving my head
I am perplexed, feeling distressed, broken and my souls a mess, overwhelmed
With deep regret, I don't know if I could correct it, to be or not to be that is the question

Life's been unbearable, makes me wonder, can I cope with
All the pain and failure, will I make it through these ideations

Give up on everything, you have no purpose is what I am telling you
Stop thinking it's gonna better in time, there's no point in buying
Into the intricate lie you devised, you should be quiet
I don't see why you keep wanting to fight, it's time to retire
Tonight is the night to be taking your life, take up a knife
Just make a slice, end it tonight, you'll be alright
Your sick of the plight your living in strife I think its wise
To really to just write, the letter to the people in your life
You should take the pen and write, they should be happy
That you are now gone, yea, you went through the valley
But you couldn't walk, cause, your a useless human being
Your a useless human being, your producing nothing for this world
Nothing for this world, your nothing to this world
Get the pills, slip the pills, in your mouth, get your fill
Let the pills, do the work, let the pills take you out

Life's been unbearable, makes me wonder, can I cope with
All the pain and failure, will I make it through these ideations

My child, listen to my voice, I am the Lord your
God, I am beside you, I will not leave you, or forsake you
Run to my arms and I'll take you and cover you
There is hope for your future, break your chains
And then loose ya, bring you home and then clean
You up and then once again you'll learn how to walk
I make all things new, I love you and made you with
A purpose that yes you will surely accomplish
Never be afraid, it's not time to see the grave
There's still dreams inside of you, things that
I will do with your life if you let me dine with you
I'm light and salvation, your past, I will erase it, don't look back
You were never alone in the valley of darkness, though you
Could not see me I was right there beside you, I'm the way maker
Miracle worker, promise keeper, the light in the darkness

You are hope, and you are here, you are hope
You are hope, and you are here, you are hope
You are hope, and you are here, you are hope
You are hope, and you are here, you are hope

Written by:
Joshua Houeto

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