Toke Wright - Broken

Yeah
I remember starting with a clean slate
I was happy 'cause you were my dream date
Everything seemed great
Doing everything I did for my queens sake
And plus you were super sweet like cheesecake
With a little bit of attitude but I like that
Small arguments over nothing. You would fight back
All my time was to you besides school
'Cause I didn't even have a legal job or even write raps
So we would chill all the time and it's still on my mind
I feel like a drills on my spine
Will I be fine
Maybe this is why I started with the pills and also killing the rhymes
To escape the thought and break from the loss
I feel I'm gonna break. You better pray 'cause I'm lost
Chasing the cost to evade what she tossed
Right in my face and I hate when she stopped
The conversation with hesitation
My mind is racing
I think I need respiration
It's hard to breathe
Like tell me please
I can tell you have something to say
I do but
Say it then
Yeah, but
Just say it then
Girl, just say it then
I got drunk and slept with your friend
I thought I was chosen but you really left me broken
Left me by my lonesome
Feeling oh so hopeless
Now I'm just out coasting
Feeling like I'm loco
Emotions in a chokehold
Always feeling like I'm so so
Broken
I'm broken
I'm broken
I'm broken
I'm broken
I never thought that we could get to the point that we could face each other and fuss
I remember all the times you would come around and make me stutter and blush
There I go reminiscing on the past
I thought it'd be forever but you knew it wouldn't last, huh
Huh, it was over in a flash
I was on the road the love but you wanted me to crash
I gave you my heart and you threw it in the trash
Unaware of the reason, still didn't want to ask
Probably taking it too slow or too fast
I'm not gonna act like I haven't heard that before
Now I'm on the floor thinking that you always were the one that I adored
You said that you were drunk and I'm like oh, sure
That's the reason that you let me best friend score
Thinking that you were exclusive
Now I hear the worst excuses
How could I be so stupid
To let it go behind my back. I feel the bruises
And I feel it in my stomach like I'm gonna vomit
Now I'm feeling broken. I don't think that I should comment
I got to get away. I don't think that I should stay
I wonder if the whole time I was being played
Then I forgave you on the spot. We didn't even break up
A few weeks pass. Different friend, same stuff
I thought I was chosen but you really left me broken
Left me by my lonesome
Feeling oh so hopeless
Now I'm just out coasting
Feeling like I'm loco
Emotions in a chokehold
Always feeling like I'm so so
Broken
I'm broken
I'm broken
I'm broken
I'm broken
You know that warm feeling in the pit of your gut
You try to break away but you know that you're stuck
When your whole life is shattered and everything sucks
Everyone seems sketchy. You don't know who to trust
Life doesn't even feel real
You want to block the damage but don't have the right shield
Tired of the prayers, tired of the hoping
Your life is so lonesome 'cause you feel so broken
I thought I was chosen
But you left me broken
Left me by my lonesome
Feeling oh so hopeless
Now I'm just out coasting
Feeling like I'm loco
Emotions in a chokehold
Always feeling like I'm so so
So so broken
I'm broken

Written by:
Y, MICHELLE WRIGHT

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