Filanthropy - 7EVEN PIECES OF MY HEART

I present to you
Seven pieces of my heart
Told me take a picture
So this could last long
Now I’m swimming in the liquor
It simply made the pain long
With you long gone
I'm doing great but ripped apart
Like seven pieces of my heart
Turn into dollars, making art
This isn’t me trynna ask for apology
Your word is worthless
Caught me in my dead man's shift
Like a deer in headlights
I was frozen in fear
But all the more intrigued
To see more places, see new things
All dreams sank like sandy beach
My tears were falling like drops of bleach,
Onto the cuts you put in me
Lost faith in love
You set me sideways
Spit in mirror
Hate myself
I'll see you later darling
Another life
Hopefully, you stay a stranger
Don’t go talk to me tonight
Told me take a picture
So this could last long
Now I’m swimming in the liquor
It simply made the pain long
With you long gone
I'm doing great but ripped apart
Like seven pieces of my heart
I'll make a Milly from my heartbreak
I am drowning in my mistakes
Give me room like floating space ship
Out the window smiley faces
Scenic view and pretty eyes
Gleaming in the moonlight
Maybe ill be fine tonight
But I don't know
Like 7 days a week
I think of you
You make me warm inside
Walking through the snowy weather with you
Makes me smile wide
Take a peek inside
Like deep inside
Into my mind inside my head
I used to wish that I were dead
But now this music gets me up
That smile holds me down
Thinking back on better days
But really living in them now
Stepping into fantasy
And trynna reach my dream now
Stuck in a rut for about two years
But I shot to the top of the pit where I sat
Thought to myself
Why am I so down
Then I told myself
Need to let it all out
So I let it all out
Got some things pent up
Got an outlet now
Tripping out no not a lot
Stop the rush, settle down
Enjoy the view, pass you up
Not tonight, I will not fold
And pass this up, future untold
We are not promised break of dawn
So I am living like todays my last
And no I will not look on back
Back to the past
Bring it back like a relapse
Seven different girls broke my heart
With no regret
Yeah
Strawberry eyes
Heart made of diamonds
Delicacy intricately
Weaving into conversation
Pulling on them heartstrings
Like stop
Woah
Take a second
hearts been
Feeling vacant
Then you came around
Just tossed some life right into mine
Serenade to my countless fallacies
Fantasies in which I think ill outlive all the travesties
Occurring in my head
Like seven days ill spend in bed
Then seven running to the finish
That I can’t see with my eyes wide
I'm blind to all the happy things
I smile wide but deep inside
Don’t know if I will sleep tonight
Like uh oh
Back up baby
Before I hurt you
Don’t want my tears to come and sting you
From behind, down my spine
7 Letters reading I am fine
But in reality I’m not fine
No I'm not fine
Shrug it off like sweater vest
I'll deal tomorrow
Now I rest
The sadness comes
In waves of grey
On Friday nights
Leave me forgotten
No I won’t let you hurt me now
Future lies in untold stories
I'll keep a happy face outside
But inside its been flipped downright

Written by:
Jonathan Ustinenkov

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