Yatuwithlove - Inside Out

Close that door
Ain’t nobody checking on me
Hold that thought
On the verge of a different version
Ain’t funny how I’m running from these problems just to collide head first with another
Bothered my will to fight
Just to be vice gripped by this vice
Stripped of this light well still might kill tonight
Live or die
Still relying on the way I lie to myself
Like I’m self sufficient I don’t rely on nobody help
Seeing this decline in my health
Nah I got it
I'm panicking while I’m patting my pockets
Still constricted by this addiction Nah I got it
I’m playing I don’t need your permission
To further this ditch I’m digging to bury myself
Nah I got it, I’m cool
I’m equipped to be quitting after a couple hits
Still ticking after a couple clicks
Still licking after a couple sips
Still ripping after a couple of spliffs
What’s really the difference if I quit
If anything wrong
Need to know right now
I don't wanna find out when it go south
Please will you lemme lemme know right now
I just need to know need to know right now
If anything wrong
Need to know right now
I don't wanna find out when it go south
Please will you lemme lemme know right now
I just need to know need to know right now
But I been going thru problems
You telling me about drowning
Just tell me what you’ve been hiding
I’ll go and search and I’ll find it
Tell me those dreams about flying
Starting to sound so ironic
Your eyes shifted, but I kept it to myself
I been looking in the rear view mirror of my past
But the difference is I see it much clearer
That I wasn’t there, I know that it could seem that I don’t care
I love you anyways and it’s not fair
To leave you behind, you needed me more
I ain’t do my job, guiding you on this course
But this course been long long gone, your innocence been lost
Looking for a coin to toss
Maybe that’ll change the outcome
Only lesson I can show you:
Growth the only desirable outcome

Written by:
Langston Hunter, Nicholas Rodriguez, Olakunle Oloyede

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