Step Back J - 2020

We just gonna loop the drums when they come in
Yeah
This for all my laid back soldiers
We always moving forward
Only time we here retreating is to wind back like a cobra
I feel weight up on my shoulders but it cannot slow me down
Well wishers to my face still there wishing I would drown
And all I wish for is a chance to wear the crown
But Santa got me on his naughty list so wheres that leave me now
Overindulging, drinking and women, sorry for sinning
But the feeling of fucking is just tremendous
So the circles endless
I hope I don't fuck with the wrong one unprotected
My biggest set back is my codependence
My greatest thing is that I stay relentless
The back and forth is like I'm playing tennis
And I've had a million chances for a first impression
And all the stressing in my mental left me second guessing
But I wake up every morning so I keep progressing
If 2020 taught me anything its count your blessings
So I'm sipping this tequila thinking of my dad
Dementia got him so it robbed us of our plans
It comforts me to know he's now in better hands cuz
He's the one taught me what it takes to be a man
My girl left me but I'm glad she understands
That this music is apart of me man
It's just who I am
I noticed that I'm never happy on the gram
Took a break from social media it's sad I must go back
No one tells you bout the sacrifice it takes
And no one seems to tell you it's okay to take a break
They got us out here moving in the fast lane
Passing cars until you're empty or you're passing out
So once I get it I'm back cashing out
You can catch me out
Chasing cash not clout
Chasing ass around
Out here blacking out
Smoking Black N Milds
Until I got these venues packing out

Written by:
JAY LARINAN

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