K'sa - Still Here

Say he tryna know God
Huh
Look in the mirror
He's about 6'4 brown curly hair
Say famish three times might just appear
Create our own universe each day my dear
Time
That's what you want right
Your mind
Say you've been lost inside
Is it self love
Or a way to justify
Imagine being on this side
Can't figure out a god damn bar to save my life
But I'll finesse my way around this beat despite
Hurt and confused
Stings less each time
Interdependence let me define
Look
Relationships are formed mutually
So if I point the finger
It's one for you three back at me
But truthfully it's hard not to flee the scene
And I'm not trying to be mean
For real
It feels like
You love me you love me not
It's all kisses and hugs then abruptly stops
It's I want you and only you and then it's not
Truthfully it has to stop
Looking for something to love with your whole heart
I cry bullshark
You got it
But choose to leave her in the dark
So stop it
Don't get too close he'll shut you out
His intentions are pure he's just lost in doubt
Imma need insurance next time around
Imma need reassurance not your doubt
Imma charge a fee next time around
Wait what am I saying
No next time around
If I'm being honest man I've almost hit the bottom man
Tapped out of resources and
More lost than lost is fam
Two commitment phobes isn't that ironic
Falling in love and shit who could foresee problems
Well or challenges depending on your choice of sight
Opportunities for growth you know that's mine
To pair with all this salt you'll need a lime
Actually for you I'm sure it's just fine
But I don't mean that in the passive way
I mean the actual sodium content of your food
But you knew that
I guess what's left to say I'm Human too and just like you
I make mistakes
Like storming in taking all of my stuff
I was just hurt and afraid enough was enough
Leave before left thought it'd make me tough
But at the end of the day sitting here I got all this love
No one to give it to because you shut me out
Actually that's not true it's just on reserve for you
But you have to choose someone other than you
Scary as it sounds
But there's a reason I'm still here
I believe in you and us
Won't side with fear
Call me a fool but listen here
I'd rather give my entire self all for the things I care
Put my love up on that shelf because I care
I guess what I'm trying to say is
I choose you and only you my dear
But you have to choose me too can't side with fear
You have to be consistent can't be unclear
At the end of the day, I might be hurt but I'm still here
When it's not play it might be work but I don't care
All that's left to say
Is I'm still here

Written by:
Marchesa Schroeder

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