Lil Claymore - Paranoid

These bitches keep getting inside of my head
Losing my mind, think they want me dead
They tell me they like me but I'm just a friend
I have no reason to get out of bed
Load up on gas or load up on meds
Taking them all till I pass out instead
I'd rather be dead then be going ahead because
It's hard to live with the things that you said
I think that they fucking hate me
Bitches always drive me crazy
Smoked out so they do not phase me
This is what I'm doing lately
These hoes act like fucking hades
I'm just tired of trying baby
Give up then go pass out maybe
Hate the sadness, but you make me
Don't know where to start
She know I'm lonely, she play with my heart
I'm trying to win her so I play it smart
But I think she has plans to just not have a part
It tears me apart
I'm tired of trying, I wanna restart
She tells me these things that she needs to impart
But if I show affection she wants to depart
Keep acting care free
Talk bout our feelings and smoke up our weed
She wants to hang out
Yeah she does wanna see me
But she say that I'm just her friend believe me
Feeling like an Android
Falling like an asteroid
Popping pills to fill my void
I'm so fucking paranoid
I don't know this fucking place
I can't feel my fucking face
I think that shit might be laced
Is that spit or blood I taste
I start to think bout all the ways
The ways that I was pushed away
Say that I will be okay
But I don't wanna see the day
They just say they wanna die
Join the club, look in my eye
I'm the one that you describe
But somehow I am not your guy
Makes no sense I will not lie
They want love but can't decide
You ask me if I'm doing fine
And I just say I'm getting by
I don't know this fucking place
I can't feel my fucking face
I think that shit might be laced
Is that spit or blood I taste
I start to think bout all the ways
The ways that I was pushed away
Say that I will be okay
But I don't wanna see the day
They just say they wanna die
Join the club, look in my eye
I'm the one that you describe
But somehow I am not your guy
Makes no sense I will not lie
They want love but can't decide
You ask me if I'm doing fine
And I just say I'm getting by

Written by:
Jordan Peters

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