Ceddysius - Misplaced

Yea
Feel misplaced I don't belong here
Yea
Cause I feel misplaced I don't belong here
Feel misplaced I don't belong here

Avoid the crowds
Don't get near
Tired of living life in fear
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
All I see are death stares
All the hate has been clear
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here

It's getting kinda tough having to exist out in this realm
Is reason only reason I'm still alive is cause I think of fam
I can't wanna be weak
But I don't wanna be overwhelmed
Need protection
Need a shield
Standing in an open field
Tryna block them out with this wall that I build
Can't stand their hate
But they are always compelled
To look at me as if I don't belong
Can't let them hold down by soul
The world's a cruel place but it's home
Filled with millions but I'm alone
There's a fire within
It's everything I push in my pen
Been doing everything I can to fight the devil within
It's myself that I can't hate
The people I can't blame
The memories I can't take
Standing in a room filled with snakes
Just like that
Didn't know it was that
That no one would have my back
Is it because I'mTHAT
Why we don't interact
Who are you behind my back
This isolation is no surprise
That beast in me he will survive
This place here I truly despise
I swear to God y'all snakes in disguise
A society obsessed with vanity
Motives bother my sanity
To hell by Christianity
Won't let them get the best of me
Built off bloodshed and savagery
They have the audacity to banish me
I will do this for my family
To rise above our travesty
Don't know where I'm walking
I question where I'm goin often
Need guidance, I been calling
But I see the engine stalling
The place I belong I soon will find
It will reveal itself in time
Dreams of running free with my tribe
All the bad energy givin' me a sign

Avoid the crowds
Don't get near
Tired of living life in fear
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
All I see are death stares
All the hate has been clear
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here

Was contemplating suicide
My mindset gotta switch
Gotta survive and stay alive
Even just to spite this bitch
Feel like I'm going thru a glitch
Bein drained by a syringe
Their judgments make me cringe
They pushing me over the edge
Where the fuck was anybody when they stomped me in the streets
Where the fuck was anybody when the gun was aimed at me
I'll be damned if anybody is gonna tell me who the fuck I'm gonna be
I'll be damned these bitches take me down before I peak
I'm living my truth
Y'all misconstrued
People would die if they were excluded too
I don't need inclusion though
This is my resolution
I know where I stand now
There's no confusion
Building for a revolution
To promise my evolution
Been a lost nigga mentally
It's my structure fundamentally
Can't let defeat be in my legacy
To rise above is my destiny
Nowhere I go seems to be safe for me
Fuck these people I change for me
Walking in the dark what a place to be
Even at gunpoint, they still ain't scare me B
If you here for me, stand with me
And fuck whomever going against me B
Stand in alone for eternity
I'll do so with integrity
I'll take solitude to the grave
How do you think I should behave?
I'll make heavy waves
Do anything for a change
Attempt to try to cope
But my vision is blurry in this smoke
Body filled with so much dope
Brain is drained of all its hope
It's beating in my brain
It's banging like an 808
I know now I embrace this flame
To do everything to change this fate

Avoid the crowds
Don't get near
Tired of living life in fear
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
All I see are death stares
All the hate has been clear
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here
Feel misplaced
I don't belong here

Written by:
Cedric Martin Jr

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