Zack Rogue - Treat me like I'm dead, Pt. 2

I know I'm alive
But I don't feel like it
No, I don't feel like it

Once again I open my eyes
On the dawn of a brand new life
God has shown me a brand new light
Cause we don't think until someone dies
Yeah, cause you never really know when it's your time
Cause bad feelings get covered by the sunshine
And we always get hurt by the same lies
Just cause I know it don't mean that I'm perfect
Just cause I'm going don't mean that it's worth it
I could get stuck here and never return and
How many people do you think would notice
Probably none that's the truth and you know it
I've learned a lot in this life I've been growing
But they're still disappointed in me
I think I'm stuck in this hell I can't leave
Just me and Satan lost in a sea
And he's holding me
Under the water and I'm struggling
Life's fading fast and I can't seem to breath
Praying I'm down on my knees
Not suicide, but this ones on me
I could of tried to go back to Jesus
I didn't die, but part of me did
I'm looking for signs, a direction to flee
Sitting at home
Just wasting away
I'm feeling broke
I'm looking for change
Put it in songs
But not in the names
I wanna blow
But I'm not the same
All of these fakes
Playing the game
Changing themselves
Just for the fame
I'm kinda off
But not with my aim
I'm feeling low
That's ending today

I know I'm alive
But I don't feel like it
No, I don't feel like it

Look I know that I'm blessed
Don't mean I can't stress
If it wasn't for god
Pretty sure I'd be dead
Okay sure I'm dramatic
If I'm acting sad then
I guess I'm just cappin
Cause I'm just a teen
But with that logic
You just be happy
That I had god and a vision to see
I promised god that I'd never leave
And I promised you that I'd never leave
I hate liquor, I've been around it too much
I'll never say what hurts me to others
They say to be open
But never observe when I'm not being open
They pinch and they poke me
And think I don't cry
Put that aside
And you tell me why
I could not trust you
Cause you're a liar
I may not ever live
But at least I'll survive

I know I'm alive
But I don't feel like
No I don't feel like
No I don't feel like it
I know I'm alive
But I don't feel like it
No, I don't feel like it
No
I know I'm alive
But I don't feel like it
No

Written by:
Dillon Rogers, Zachary Vallon

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