In Wake - What It's Like

I distract myself with all the good things
But in the end it never helps
I smile when my will is breaking
To prove to you I'm doing well
If I don't need you in my life
Then why can't I just let it all die
It hard to say it's not self-hate
When I'm the one that made my chains

It still hurts
It still hurts
When you're with him I just feel worse
It still hurts
It still hurts
I'm beginning to think it's all on purpose

Hang it over my head
Make me wish I was dead
But I'm the one thing you won't get
Smile at you when I lie
You won't hear when I cry
'Cause you don't know what it's like

I distract myself with all the good things
But in the end it never helps
I smile when my will is breaking
To prove to you I'm doing well
If I don't need you in my life
Then why can't I just let it all die
It hard to say it's not self-hate
When I'm the one that made my chains

It still hurts
It still hurts
My friend, I hope you're happy with her
It still hurts
It still hurts
But once I'm out it'll all be worth it

Hang it over my head
Make me wish I was dead
But I'm the one thing you won't get
Smile at you when I lie
You won't hear when I cry
'Cause you don't know what it's like

Hang it over my head
Make me wish I was dead
But I'm the one thing you won't get
Smile at you when I lie
You won't hear when I cry
'Cause you don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like
You don't know what it's like

Written by:
Aidan Reese

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