London Steel - Pictures

I'm lost in a world that don't understand me
Don't understand my pain and don't understand my peace
I'm at war and I'm torn in between
The person that I was and the person that is me
Now affected by the grief, my ability to be happy
Cause even if I can, I can't
My guilt traps me
I'm a man but man how can I feel at peace, feel happy
When 5 years go by and I feel lacking
Of the brother that I had by me
Of the person that I was when I was 15
Of the way that I felt when I felt guilt free
And the pain isn't healed, it's just down in me
And they say I don't cry, cause we grieve differently
Always I hide my face from my life
But truly that's a lie
Cause I feel empty inside
Pictures in my mind
I can't unsee, can't rewind
I just want peace, give me time
I just can't see
A reason why you had to leave me so soon
I'm alone in your room
Nowhere to go, only doom
I'm lost and confused
Numb to the truth
That I lost you too soon
All my thoughts are consumed
I was in the wilderness
Digging my ditches, divided
Kept my distance, hey
I was in a very lonely place
With no escape
I was in the wilderness
Digging my ditches
Is what it is
Only inches away
From a very lonely place
Until you found me and told me where to go
Surrounded and lonely, the LORD alone
Led me from the darkness of the night
To see the highlands in my life
You are the way out
You are the way
You are the way
Pictures in my mind
I can't unsee, can't rewind
I just want peace, give me time
I just can't see
A reason why you had to leave me so soon
I'm alone in your room
Nowhere to go, only you
I was in the wilderness
Digging my ditches divided
Kept my distance, hey
I was in a very lonely place
I was in the wilderness
Digging my ditches
Is what it is
Only inches away
I was in a very lonely place

Written by:
London Apple, Romel Pena

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