Jordan Isaiah - I Keep Fighting

Gotta make it out, ain’t got no other option
Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
Demons in my head that I gotta escape
I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
Gotta make it out, ain’t got no other option
Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
Demons in my head that I gotta escape
I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
I’ve been fighting for so long, I’m getting tired of this song
Maybe I don’t wanna fight, don’t need to right all of my wrongs
Giving up cuz I’ve been giving in and haven’t seen a change
I keep fighting, I keep fighting, but I cannot take the pain
So I’ll get rid of all my faith that things are gonna get better
Rainbows always come with rain, that’s just a part of the weather
If I tell you that I’m happy, will you leave me alone?
Unavailable, could you leave your message after the tone?
I get these voices in my head that say I gotta keep fighting
And though I try to block them out, I always know that they’re right
Cuz it’s easier said than done, or else I’d already do it
I’m getting message after message, why they putting me through it?
Really trying
Swear I understand there ain’t no sense to crying
But I’ve bottled my emotions, the tears started multiplying
Gotta tell myself it’s good and that I’m gonna be okay
Gotta look into the mirror and I have to make a change
Gotta make it out, ain’t got no other option
Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
Demons in my head that I gotta escape
I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
Gotta make it out, ain’t got no other option
Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
Demons in my head that I gotta escape
I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
You claim that you seen scary times
Fighting these demons, I gotta bury mine
They tell me I’m a burden, I can’t help I gotta carry mine
Look into my eyes, and you can see how much I’m terrified
I tell you bout my struggle so you get it, I ain’t scared to lie
“Over exaggeration, man you faking, you ain’t meaning it.”
Take my life today, you’ll read the text and start deleting it
But I ain’t bout to give it up, don’t need to ask for help
I ain’t doing it for y’all, I gotta prove it to myself
That I am strong and I’m courageous, imma make it through drought
I know it’s been a couple years, but I can’t let em take me now
Though I struggle with a broken heart that doesn’t feel complete
Know I’ve fought too many times in life to settle for defeat
So imma make sure that I’m grinding, my timings gonna be perfect
When I finally push the voices out, I’ll notice that I’m worth it
Feeling worthless all these years, the tears I couldn’t hold them back
To my suicidal thoughts, goodbye, you’re never welcomed back
The way I’m shining and glowing, a diamond came up from the rough
Used to hate who I became, but now I never cover-up
Thoughts of suicide that used to fill my brain, no longer here
And let them try to come around again, I’ll make them disappear
“You were placed on this planet for a reason, and you were placed on this planet for a purpose. Please choose life. We need you.”

Written by:
Jordan Rose

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