SCHUH - A Look Back

I grew up early
And crossed a lot of bridges
Main one I been on
Left to me
And in time it's finished
Abandon but never hopeless
Tho times I get so close to it
On the right end
The sandpiper cove been there still open
Burnt down buildings
And heaps of ruble where minds are broken
Living but barely at it
Thin line but this I chose it
On the left hand
Incarceration the prison system
Mentally and physically
Hoping I'm never in em
Seen a lot but that's still little
I'm in the middle
Of two gigantic pits
Don't lean to neither
Or both will get you
Conscience speaking
You Best know that I listen
That voice crucial
Full of innocent ambitions uhhh

Ain't no leaving this
And Ain't no going back
I ain't no genius
This wish is all I fuckin ask
I put that cd in
My mind is all Ill ever have
This hope no greed in it
Just life alike and all of that

The thing is this bridge I been on
Ends at the half way
The Other half is not connected
Tho I'm still on
Perhaps it's hope or just an inkling knowing
That soon enough it's all together
Won't let up
Until it's showing
Really not even then
I plan to go much harder
From here and now to when I make it
You'll know why I oughta
Stick to that root feeling
And never conceal it
Cause fame it tainted
Wit the devils dance
Us mortals vier it
As the life we vision
To take out all our problems
I don't see that
But see why we want it
Life is autumn
Fear impending death
Cause of all the questions
Many there be but few that find there way
In the day we step in
Our road to bridges
Might just Burn em down
Or keep on wit it
Each side is vicious
Our Life is now
Our road to bridges
Might just Burn em down
Or keep on wit it
Each side is vicious
Our Life is now

Life's a bitch and then you die
Damn that line stuck in my head
The Impact of music is live
The reason why I'm still here
There you have it
Only bridge I'm never burning
Plus my homies that's it
Krs you put me on this game
Talked about sacrifice
And how it's all part of fame
That fuckin angel came
And I already new it
Said you gone lose a lot
If you remain your truest
I accepted cause i knew my path truly
Relationships lost
Of people that were once close to me
After those bridges burned
I knew that had to happen
The why made sense
But hurts to em up in passing

Ain't no leaving this
And Ain't no going back
I ain't no genius
This wish is all I fuckin ask
I put that cd in
My mind is all I'll ever have
This hope no greed in it
Just life alike and all of that

So know that I'm affected
It ain't just you you see
I'm dealing with this the same
Know this truthfully
The path that I walk is lined chalked
In your vision
But me i see light and life
Out that tunnel listen
Between the cove and the prison
Is me there sitting
Waiting for y'all to notice that shits connected
No need to glisten
But one I've still to mention
Is that airport
Deeper down the path
And close to bridge
Been there for
Longer than I can remember
Therefore
I've always had that way out
To lay down
Or bail for
Simple things stuck in place
Like rigamortus
Left to see
All the achievements I could be
But never took that light in me
To act upon it
So I act upon it
Not just acting but living
I put my back up on it
So when I burn I take everything
Except this mark
I Leave it behind remember me
When it's Right after dark

Written by:
Caleb Schuhmacher

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