RJ Flud - Rage

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That's where we are?
Gonna forget all the time we had together treat it like a fairytale and just pretend?
Hard for me to comprehend
I thought you were my fucking friend
Before anything even started to begin
But now I see how you are
When life gets hard
You put up your fucking guard
Act like nobody but you is fucking scarred
I LOVED YOU
AND I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME
BUT NOW SOMEHOW IM THE ENEMY
Wrote this part of the song
On the toilet because that's where this part belongs
Or maybe up in a plane because we're so far gone
Or maybe on a boat because it's plain to see
That if I'm dead to you your locked up in a cemetery
Thought we would be legendary
But now you're just unnecessary
You wanted me to be gone rotting in a Penitentiary
I'm getting rid of memories
And anything of relevancy
I tried to handle it with grace talk about some delicacy
Now I'm just angry

I can sense when you're near sent potent
Miss you even though our love is verboten
Baby all this fussin and fighting causin corrosion
Still you're the one that's chosen.
My hearts is like a bike because it's stolen
But now I gotta let it breathe cause it's swollen
Thought it was just a sprain but it was broken
Now I'm filled with rage because it didn't heal properly you rushed my recovery now I'm Folsom
Used to be wholesome
But with the ups and downs and twists and turns feeling like a roller coaster
Sick of the motion
To top it off there's pollution in the ocean
Company's use pain for promotion
And the cry of the hurt goes unspoken
So ima use the creative as a slogan
Ima use my pain to light the way
Rage is just an offspring
Of the things we cannot change
Paradigm in disarray
Heavy hooks like the MMA
Hit me hard like MDMA (A-A-A)

Question for the essay
"Why are we here"

What makes me the angriest?
I'm the joke in every deck.
How dumb I look in a turtle neck
How dumb I looked having spent
All this time on you
When I really been
Fighting myself
For all of us I should've focused on my health
But that's enough of that
I also hate how the world is set up to be a do or die situation
When there's people starving cross the nation
But we're only worried about pollination in each other's minds
For remembering each other when we die in the hopes of meeting in a better life
And that's nice and Danny
But I'm pissed and It haunts me like a phantom
And it makes me want to go Kanye platinum
Lose my mind and I get a stroke of Genius
Making me have to believe in Jesus
Lost my mind when I thought about the alter
Got me asking is there really a godfather
Where am I at when my worlds going under
Where do it be when it needs to be
How can I breathe can't believe this is really me
Been feeling more like nuisance to friends
I have no idea where I am
I'm lost in thought lost in sand
Out at sea
Can't swam
I mean I can't swim
My minds needed to hit the writers gym
Been needing to focus all my sin
I'm so close right next to the edge
I'll say good bye and I'll never see y'all again
Scared I suppose
But at sundown we all go
Anger has consumed me past continuity passed eulogy
And it will be the death of me if I act more stupidly I need to apology.... I mean apologize
As you can tell I ain't ever done this before
I'm sorry for being like this.
In this world I'm a masochist
With some passive fists
And I'm mad that I have to through this
We been through this thing
So what do I do when it angers me
I pray
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil
For you are with me
Your rod and your staff they comfort me

And that's it
What do you think
Does he live?
Does he die?
Or does he become one?

Written by:
Ryley Flud

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