B*star - OPEN LETTER

You're who I choose to trust
Stuck in wanderlust
Find my way back to you every time
Not even in the physical
Girl just my mind
I ain't complaining
This is most of the time
Like really
I made a mess of situations
Broke your trust in half
I could feel the hesitation when you start to laugh
You could call me selfish
I just want my homie back
And I'm working on myself so lemme show you that
I know it's super wack
And you done told me that I'm tripping
Liquor had me feeling optimistic
And you put me in my place
Had a stupid look up on my face
I think you seent it
You wiped a smile up on my face
I must be dreaming
I been thinking really deep about how I really feel
I could stare at you for hours
We should make a deal
But the cards ain't in my hands and I just fucked it up
I just worried and I hoped if you still had some love for me still
Do you have some love for me still?
Do you have some love for me still?
As long as I keep it real with ya
Do you have some love for me?
Do you have some love for me still?
Before I go farther let's,
Come up with some order
We grew up with problems
Descended in autumn
But grew thanks to all them
And all I could say is I'm feeling a way if you're up for some talking
Definitive moves that I lacked in the past got you moving with caution
But I feel you close
Like an itch in my soul
Girl you leave me in awe
Way too much left to say to you
And I don't know where to start
I know I fucked up our friendship but you got a place in my heart
You know I'm a trip when you're missing
You know that we're different apart
Can't tell you how to feel but you have some kinda importance
Like I need to know you're okay in this life and if not I live cautious
I be trippin
Shit been different
Since I been missing you
Still
Do you have some love for me still?
Do you have some love for me still?
As long as I keep it real with ya
Do you have some love for me?
Do you have some love for me?
I tried my hand
I played my cards
I fucked up I was tryna play god
Tryna control
I was tryna
Hold you and keep you away from the stress and the pain that my life holds
I can't control
I lost myself in the mold
In the flow
I lost my faith
If there's anything that I can say
That I'm hoping you don't run away
As the sun sets on the bullshit
Then the sun rise and you walked in
The best advice you gave me was to love myself more
I didn't listen
I was tripping
Couldn't take it no more
I thought I could make a difference in the cycle of flaws
Generational curses and the damage we cause
Everyday I think about you I felt stupid of course
I always push you away when I get my feelings involved
I feel this attraction to you so I'm just beefing with God
I feel comfort in your presence if we near or we far
You're so passionate in life
In living
In purpose
I love you 'cause you're you
You've perfected your imperfect
You've been watering your flowers
All these feelings make me nervous
My life brings me back to you and it's always really been worth it for real
Catalyst
Sunflower
Muse
Don't ever ever stop being you
Catalyst
Sunflower
Muse
Don't you ever stop being you

Written by:
Brian Ramos

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