Tye2K - These Days

Smokin' spliffs in my whip on these vivid nights
Thinkin' if I should die or keep livin' life
The pain ain't feelin' nice, so I hold this knife tight
And stab myself until I start seein' bright lights
I'm in high fright from how the world is operatin'
It's not quite nice, and all these girls are not amazin'
Yo my heart is breakin' 'cuz this pain's a lot to take in
My thoughts are racin', I wish it would all just stop today and
Bring peace to my mind
But how can I do that when I wanna be deceased all the time?
I'm not too sure if there's an afterlife
Even so there might be a strain on the bond that I have with Christ
It's crazy how I'm still alive, that I haven't died
Or how Tye hasn't tried suicide
Someone help me find my mind, I think I dropped it
Ran over it, snapped it in half then I tossed it
To a mosh pit, so by now I fuckin' lost it
No drugs, pussy or profit could even stop it
I'm overly cautious, ain't no one to hold my trust in
All my hopes for justice are on molden crutches
This is the type of shit that I'm forever stuck with
So fuck it, a nigga might as well kick the bucket
What's the point of being crowned to the throne
If you're still not respected in the town of ya home?
These females left me down and alone
I'm drowned in my zone, smokin' a whole ounce to the dome
I feel so empty and everything tempts me
It's to the point where I think my homies resent me
I can't even blame 'em, I really lost myself
I'm in a state of rotten health and I don't want no help
Will I find peace before I die? I don't think so
Pop a bottle of Jack Daniels and then I drink slow
Tonight's the night I might die
So I'm sorry if you're hurt, so for what it's worth it was a nice ride
Yeah, that's just how I been feelin' these days
Yeah that's how it is, every weekend and every weekday

Written by:
Tyrese Rose

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find