MC Gu - Lost Memories

Going through my phone
Pictures I don't know
Memories I lost
Back in one photo
Friends that I let go
Over something I don't know
And the girls that I forgot
Could've been something but no
Went and took another path
Lots of blurs stuck in my past
Shitty friends, I left behind
And I'm never gon relapse
All these clowns ain't worth a laugh
Looking back just made me sad
All the times I crossed the line
Just to make a joke that's bad
Goin' back
In 4th grade
Met a girl I thought was great
But it didn't last that long
Heartbroken when I was 8
Then I went and changed my lane
Started writing every day
Must've made like 20 songs
That was just to numb the pain, aye
Never took the blame
For all my mistakes
Now I moved away
To a different state
Of my mind
All the time
Demons got me like a mime
I don't wanna talk today
Got enough shit on my mind, fine
Memories I lost, I don't ever want 'em back
There's a reason I forgot, I'll leave 'em in the past
And I still wanna go back
If I could I wouldn't last
I was going through a lot
Felt like all of it was bad
Memories I lost, I don't ever want 'em back
There's a reason I forgot, I'll leave 'em in the past
And I still wanna go back
If I could I wouldn't last
I was going through a lot
Felt like all of it was bad
I don't really know why
Right now is the worst time
Now that I'm in high school
I just wanna rewind
I just gotta realine
Priorities in my mind
Finally found something that I
Can't fuck up I'm outta tries
I don't wanna waste up of this time
I ain't gonna give up till I die
I know what I want to be in life
But I can't see it with my eyes
Can't see shit but that's alright
Eyes fucked up but my head is fine
Putting in work don't need no guide
Now I can see a little shine
When I lay awake at night
Think of all I left behind
Wanna get some sleep tonight
Without dreaming of old times
Sometimes I wish I had tried
Little harder to reside
Would that make me happy
I don't know but it's too late to try
Memories I lost, I don't ever want 'em back
There's a reason I forgot, I'll leave 'em in the past
And I still wanna go back
If I could I wouldn't last
I was going through a lot
Felt like all of it was bad
Memories I lost, I don't ever want 'em back
There's a reason I forgot, I'll leave 'em in the past
And I still wanna go back
If I could I wouldn't last
I was going through a lot
Felt like all of it was bad

Written by:
Carson McGuire

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