Toxic Reality - Life Without You

Yeah I'm in my head again
And now I'm getting drunk again ah fuck
It's just some things that I cannot confess
Why the fuck I'm upset
I pop a pill cuz I love the effect yuh
I've been so full of regrets cuz
I'm always high on the same buzz
I cannot help it i'm on one
I pop a whole xanny i'm on one
Lean in my sprite this my last cup
I hide from my feelings I best run
Can't take my feelings for a test run
Oh you broke my heart and stomped
And tore that shit apart but god damn
I say open up and tell me how you really are
Uhh you say get fucked
God damn how could you be so harsh
After the memories we've made
And we played our parts?
I felt so numb I was left in the dark
Left wondering if you even have a heart
Oh yeah you broke my fucking heart
Stomped that shit down tore it apart
Now i'm slammed knocked out won't open up
But issa life I gotta live keeping my head up
Keeping my head up like my nose bleeding
Baby fill my cup like it's rage season
I don't wanna feel no more
Pop a perk I can't really feel no more
High again high again yuh
I can't feel no pain nah
A bomb went off in my head ahh
Now I feel different ugh
I hide feelings from myself woah
I wish that I could tell tho
When i'm not okay bro
Ponder on my life ya ya
Skipping states every year
I love my life but I hate that
I love my babe and I hate thots
Loyal to you that's on god yuh
Loyal to you that's on god Yuh
Oh you broke my heart and
Stomped and tore that shit apart
But god damnI say open up
And tell me how you really are Uh
You say get fucked
God damn how could you be so harsh
After the memories we've made
And we played our parts
I felt so numb I was left in the dark
Left wondering if you even have a heart
Oh yeah you broke my fucking heart
Stomped that shit down tore it apart
Now I'm slammed knocked out won't open up
But issa life I gotta live keeping my head up toxic love

Written by:
Andrew Miller

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