Evan Rose - Upside Down

You told me that you loved me and you said that we should take it slow
But how the fuck you gonna say you love me then you let me go
When I was with you all I ever did was grow
But when I was with you I never felt more alone
Two different emotions but they come out at the same time
I hate you but I fucking love you I don't know where to draw the line
I tell you that I'm fine
But I'm fucking dying on the inside
My life's been upside down
Way before I touched the ground
Way before I was the only me around
This is my life now
This is my life wow
This Hell on Earth is where I'm bound
I've been talking to the moon
Shines the darkness of my room
You told me that I had to choose
I was never perfect
Always did my best to show you that even in hard times our love was fucking worth it
I love you and I promise that
This love gave me a fucking heart attack
Nobody prepared me for a life without you and I can't fucking get you back
I'll listen I promise
I'm just being honest
To have you in the palm of my hand so I know you're safe is all I've ever wanted
It's all I've ever wanted
I could never love myself in the way that you loved me
Could never touch myself in the way that you touched me
Could never be myself without you here to help me
I could never love myself in the way that you loved me
But you made me forget
And you let me forgive
You taught me everything would be okay in the end
Thought about us last night
Thought about our last fight
See your new man I just hope he treats you right
Hope he gives you everything I couldn't
Hope you're happy with him and he gives you all the attention that I wouldn't
It hurts to see you happy with him though
If you ever have second thoughts I'd be happy just to be your side hoe
On second thought I'd rather die slow
I gave you all of me baby, yeah, I'll never feel whole
Smoking on this cigarette
Try to get rid of the regret
But it's weird both of these weigh heavy on my chest
To be honest, my life's become such a mess
I've been picking up stupid hobbies to try to forget that I'm depressed
My mom asks about you everyday
Even she wishes that you would've stayed
We could've had a family I dream about it everyday
It's stupid to say but if you came back I swear you'd have me at my best
I love you
Never forget that
When you see my coffin and they laying me to rest

Written by:
Evan Rose

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