atlaswxrld - Understand (feat. Nito)

Days can get a little bit colder when I'm without you
Days I ask myself how can I carry on without you
They ask me who am I and honestly I don't got no clue
At times it feels like pain is just the poison that I pursue
I feel like love just isn't for me, I say it ain't real
Or I'm attracting fake women that can never be real
I want to blame society but...
Am I the issue?
I hate how much you hurt me and I...
Feel like I miss you
I don't understand, won't you hold my hand, all I know is pain
I don't understand, won't you hold my hand, all I know is pain
I just hurt myself because it makes me feel less hurt about the fact that I'm so lonely
And nobody else can see it
I hate the fact I have the need to care
About somebody else significantly more than I can care about myself
Do I love myself? Honestly, do I trust myself?
Enough to say that I just don't need help, or do I lie to myself?
And say I'm fine and I'm just chasing the wealth
But I don't want No-one to worry
In my photos I'll be smiling
I don't understand, won't you hold my hand, all I know is pain
I don't understand, won't you hold my hand, all I know is pain
The anxiety of losing you is too great It's this clingy side of me that I hate
Asking am I enough then realising, this is just fate
I can feel my grasp on her loosening like I'm on the beach holding sand
Why won't you hold my hand?
The fact that I'm losing you makes, me so sad
People telling me hey it's not that bad
But what they don't realise is she's the one true love I've ever had
I feel like I'm chasing the moon, why did this end so soon?
I see her slowly disappearing over the horizon
To me she's a star like Orion
This has gotten out of control, I can't let her go
Cause she's a piece of my soul
United we stand as the yin and Yang with you being my light
And me being the darkness
I'll always love you regardless
My heart hurts as I write this because I know no onec an ever replace you
You're my boost of inspiration, because your heart is pure and gold
But in this situation I feel like I'm losing hold
The fact that I'm losing you is a harsh reality
A casualty, a tragedy, but I can't stand this toxicity
You just act casually, like that didn't just damage me
But you feel like electricity to my soul, to my heart
To me this is very very hard
I send you X's and O's, Electronic hugs and kisses
Thinking that this virus was keeping us apart
But the virus was really my heart
Nito

Written by:
atlas wxrld, Benito Muke

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